Lyrics
I wish my mind was a void, 'cause then I could avoid
Desire for a mind devoid of thoughts to evade internal noise.
All the constant chatter in it man there's always a voice
Constant mental chatter and an inner voice causing disturbance.
And you know I hate noise it really makes me annoyed
Dislike for noise, causing irritation and annoyance.
Only things that I like loud are good music and my joints
Preference for loud music and personal relaxation through joints.
Are burnin'
Reference to the consumption of marijuana.
'Cause nothin' works out and I'm over waitin' for shit to get lighter
Feeling weighed down by circumstances, waiting for things to improve.
Give me the lighter Imma ignite it
Desire to use a lighter to spark change or upliftment.
Hopefully I get higher 'cause I've been low
Seeking an elevated mental state, possibly through substance use.
Now there isn't a fire but only thing I see is smoke
Feeling engulfed by problems, seeing only obscurity ahead.
Vision hazy I've been tired and uninspired
Experiencing blurred vision and lack of motivation.
Feelin' lazy not a liar man I just lie in
Admitting to laziness and an inclination to stay in bed.
This bed and stare it's rare that I ever feel excited
Rarity of feeling excitement, indicating a sense of emotional detachment.
Think I'm crazy on the verge of being suicidal
Expressing thoughts of mental instability or extreme emotional distress.
Brutally honest sometimes wish I had access to a rifle
A brutal honesty about contemplating self-harm in moments of despair.
But I guess my only option is to keep inhalin' and coughin' until I'm in a coffin
A bleak outlook on life, metaphorically associating breathing with eventual death.
Wanna reach another tier when I'm droppin'
Aspiration for personal growth or improvement despite challenges.
Don't wanna live in fear with my problems
Desire to confront and overcome fears and personal issues.
Feelin' boxed in, like I'm inside a diorama
Feeling confined or restricted in life, comparing it to a diorama.
You die your armour didn't serve it's purpose it's worthless no protection from when life is gonna
Reflection on the futility of protection or defense mechanisms in life's trials.
Stop
Contemplation about the finality of life and its cessation.
So I don't give a fuck when I say sayonara
A disregard for consequences, expressing a readiness to depart.
They all tryin' harder to slow the process but I move master like the lion's father
Confidence in navigating life’s challenges skillfully, akin to a lion's mastery.
I don't expect you to get the symbolism
An expectation of not being understood due to personal growth or change.
Lately I've been feelin' different
An acknowledgment of feeling a shift or change in perspective recently.
Part of me is low key wishin' I was in a prison
A subdued desire to escape reality, even if it means confinement.
So I could hide behind the bars I do that now but with the shit I've written
Using writing as a form of escape and confinement, hiding behind words.
People be scared of the ocean won't put their toe tip in
Observation of people’s fear of the unknown, likening it to avoiding risks.
But then proceed to rock the boat until that shit is tippin'
People disrupt stability despite their initial fear, leading to chaos.
It's like they didn't listen, when they were given tips in
Ignoring advice or wisdom given, resulting in a loss of control.
How to handle themselves now it's obvious that their grip is slippin
An indication of others' inability to handle their problems effectively.
Will sins be forgiven? Or is there even sinnin'?
Questions about morality and consequences related to actions.
These are important questions 'cause if we're tested then less people will make the tough decision
Doubts about people's ability to make difficult ethical choices.
To make an early finish
Contemplation on premature endings or decisions.
All our souls diminish
Concern about the diminishing of human spirit or essence.
But is it worth livin' through vigorous diligence to replenish it?
Questioning the worth of enduring hardship to revive one’s spirit.
Or is it all just pointless as a circle?
Rhetorical pondering on life’s purpose or cyclical nature.
They say that's the shape of life
Reflection on life’s cyclical nature, from birth to death.
We loiter then we burn true that the soil we all return to
Metaphorically considering life as a temporary existence before returning to the earth.
Toyin' with your virtues you might boil if you deserve to
Playing with morals or values could lead to deserved repercussions.
When you've been exposed to it enough the poison doesn't hurt you
Developing tolerance to negative influences, desensitizing oneself.
Tolerance to toxicity have you toilin' 'til your works due
Enduring hardship until it’s time for one’s efforts to yield results.
Spoilin' your hard earnt food
Regret for wasting hard-earned resources or opportunities.
Lookin' back on it like what's the point just watch the earth move
A contemplation of life’s transient nature and the insignificance of personal actions in the grand scheme.
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