Lyrics
Water, stained
Water that's marked or blemished
My flesh
My physical body
Washing, rinsing
The act of cleaning, getting rid of impurities
What's left
What remains after cleansing
Granite, fractured
Rock that's broken or cracked
My head
Metaphor for feeling mentally fractured or damaged
Back when, I was
Referring to a past time when the persona was vulnerable or underdeveloped
An egg
A metaphorical description of oneself as an egg, symbolizing vulnerability or innocence
Oh I know
Expressing awareness
I know
Repeated acknowledgment of understanding
I don't wanna go back now
Desire not to regress to a previous state
I don't wanna cry anymore
Wishing to stop feeling intense emotions
Well I've been waiting my whole damn life
A feeling of waiting a long time for a significant moment
For just this, moment
Anticipating a crucial moment or opportunity
And I'm searching for that high note
Seeking a peak experience or intense emotion
Grasping for survival
Trying hard to survive or cope with difficulties
Well, what the fuck do I know
Expressing uncertainty or doubt
I know
Repeated acknowledgment of awareness
I know
Reiteration of acknowledging knowledge
Eating, feeding
Consuming or being consumed for sustenance
Digest
Processing or absorbing
Breathing, leaving
Metaphorically leaving a place of comfort or safety
My nest
Feeling intense emotional or physical pain
I'm burning
Emphasizing the intensity of burning sensations
I'm burning
-I'm burning
-Hurry
An urgent plea or command
Things have been so different now
Reflecting on how different things are now compared to the past
I don't know who I was before
Uncertainty about one's past identity
So much time has passed just waiting for that, moment
A feeling of having spent a long time waiting for a particular moment or event
And I'm searching through reflections
Searching through one's experiences or memories
All that I've neglected
Realizing things that were overlooked or ignored
Well, look at what my meds did
Reflection on the impact of medication
Meds did
-Meds did
-Over easy now
Repetition emphasizing a state of being easily affected or impacted
Over easy now
-Over easy now
-Now
Emphasizing the present moment
Now
Reiteration of the present moment
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