When Pain Becomes a Haiku
Transforming Pain: UGLYBEAUTY's Haiku of Inner Evolution
Lyrics
I can't even grow
I struggle to grow personally or emotionally.
I feel like I'm on my own
I feel isolated, as if I'm facing challenges alone.
If I fucked up nobody would let me know
I fear criticism because it seems like nobody would inform me if I make mistakes.
But I got a different side inside it's hard to show
I have a hidden, difficult-to-reveal side.
Does anyone got a smile I could borrow cause
Looking for some positivity or happiness from others.
In a ugly world weight of the world's in my pockets
In a harsh world, burdened by problems.
I live for people to change but I'm obnoxious
I desire change in people, but I can be annoying.
Stop it, nonsense, we all got gifts
Rejecting nonsense; acknowledging everyone's unique abilities.
I need someone to help the pain
I need someone to help me cope with pain.
I'm at my darkest
I'm in a state of deep despair.
But they don't see this world the way that I do
Others don't perceive the world as I do; change occurs when pain is distilled into a haiku.
But they don't see this world the way that I do
-People only change when pain becomes a haiku
-People only change when pain becomes a haiku
-But they don't see this world the way that I do
-But they don't see this world the way that I do
-People only change when pain becomes a haiku
-People only change when pain becomes a haiku
-Pain and scars just paint my heart
Pain and scars contribute to shaping my emotions.
Give life to gain insights and make art
Life experiences, even painful ones, provide valuable insights and inspiration for creating art.
Secrets in the dark
Dark secrets exist but remain undisclosed.
But just secrets they still are
-They told me I'd feel happy
Expectations of happiness are unfulfilled.
But those feelings couldn't start
-Season's hard, I barely show it
Struggling internally but maintaining composure and control.
Got a little scar, I gotta own it
-Slow it, control it, know I keep growin'
-So when sun'll rise I still know that
Despite challenges, I retain awareness and positivity.
In a ugly world I got beauty in my pockets
In a challenging world, I hold onto inner beauty.
Let me tell you a story about my progress
A narrative about the internal struggle between the negative (ugly) and positive (beauty) aspects.
Ugly, the devil, wants to take my mind and off it
-Beauty, the angel, who saves ugly often
-Little to his world little does ugly know
-That when he steps out he gives the world a glow
-Beauty in the pain is strange but then it fine tunes
-Ugly you can stay my change is all in my doom
-Rain may paint it all
Metaphorical references to weather and the mind's turmoil.
Do something make a storm
-Gray days are all i want
-Brain; they break it off
-But they don't see this world the way that I do
Reiteration of the theme: others don't understand my perspective, and change arises from distilled pain.
But they don't see this world the way that I do
-People only change when pain becomes a haiku
-People only change when pain becomes a haiku
-But they don't see this world the way that I do
-But they don't see this world the way that I do
-People only change when pain becomes a haiku
-People only change when pain becomes a haiku
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