Finding Shelter In My Larynx
Embracing Shadows: $uicideBoy$ Revels in Emotional Turmoil
Lyrics
(Everything's black)
Everything appears bleak or dark.
(You did good, $lick)
A positive acknowledgment directed towards $lick.
(It's a SMASH)
An enthusiastic declaration that something is a success or a hit.
I'm screamin', "Fuck love," 'cause I guess I never got enough
Expressing frustration with love, indicating a sense of deprivation.
Shark attack, an album every summer like I'm Oddy Nuff
Comparing prolific music output to a shark attack, possibly referencing prolific artist Oddy Nuff.
Grey Gorilla, I'm grippin' my Harambe nuts
Referencing the Grey Gorilla album and using humor about Harambe, suggesting a tough or assertive stance.
How can I trust when my own blood be actin' sus? Fuck
Expressing difficulty in trusting even close relations due to suspicious behavior.
I got feelings I could never feel
Feeling emotionally numb or disconnected.
Keepin' a blade up under my tongue just so I can guard my heel
Maintaining a defensive posture, possibly due to past experiences or trauma.
Constantly eatin' pills like I never skip a meal
Alluding to a reliance on pills, possibly as a coping mechanism.
Them hoes, they wanna chill, but I just give 'em Vistaril
Rejecting social interactions by offering a medication, Vistaril, as an excuse.
(Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice messaging system)
Automated message indicating a lack of personal connection or communication.
All these missed calls, texts left on read
Feeling ignored or neglected through unanswered calls and unread messages.
When I do answer the phone, it's usually, "Who is this again?"
Experiencing a lack of recognition or familiarity when answering the phone.
I can see it in their eyes that they see me as a check, as a threat
Perceiving others viewing the speaker as a financial gain or potential threat.
Fuckin' hatin' on me, waitin' on me to miss a fuckin' step
Noticing resentment or jealousy directed at the speaker, anticipating a misstep.
They would love to catch me slippin', yeah, that's why I learned to fly
Learning to avoid pitfalls and challenges to maintain success.
Always tryna touch the sun before I fall to my demise
Striving for ambitious goals, possibly at the risk of failure.
Broken skeleton scattered, I'm only buzzin' 'cause of the flies
Symbolizing decay or degradation, with the speaker only thriving due to negative influences.
But I gained a million listeners on Spotify overnight
Highlighting a rapid increase in popularity on the streaming platform Spotify.
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