Lyrics
Told her I can't die young I'm fighting my demons
Telling someone that the speaker won't die young and is actively battling inner struggles.
I just wanna fly up don't like where I'm living
Expressing a desire to escape from the current living situation by flying away.
Seem like life so hard for me to live in
Life appears challenging and difficult for the speaker to navigate.
Seem like I can't feel a thing I numb my feelings
The speaker feels emotionally numb and struggles to experience emotions.
Told her I can't die young I'm fighting my demons
Reiterating the determination to avoid an early death while confronting personal demons.
I just wanna fly up don't like where I'm living
Expressing a strong desire to escape the current living conditions.
Seem like life so hard for me to live in
Life continues to be challenging for the speaker.
Seem like I can't feel a thing I numb my feelings
The emotional numbness persists, affecting the ability to feel anything.
They tried to give me food but they gave me poison
Referring to a situation where the speaker was given harmful advice or substances.
Now I hit the ICU my stomach is hurting
The speaker is experiencing physical pain, possibly as a consequence of the harmful advice.
I feel like I don't wanna live
Expressing a desire not to live, indicating a deep emotional struggle.
Sleeping dead on the bed and I can't believe
Describing a state of emotional and spiritual death while lying in bed.
Sleeping dead on the bed
Repeating the state of being emotionally dead in bed.
Doctor checked my BP
Medical professionals are checking the speaker's blood pressure, indicating a serious situation.
Asked the nurse oh damn is unbreezy breathing
The speaker is so numb that others question if they are breathing.
Uh huh I can't even feel my legs
Further descriptions of numbness, affecting various parts of the body.
Uh huh I can't even feel my chest
-Uh huh I can't even feel my hands
-Uh huh I can't even feel my head
-Remembered God remembered God
The speaker recalls God and pleads for safety.
God please safe me
Despite falling into the wrong hands, the speaker maintains their core identity.
I felt into wrongs hands but I'm still the same me
Reiterating the inability to feel anything emotionally.
I can't even feel a thing
Repetition of the theme of emotional numbness.
I can't even feel a thing
-I guess they numb my feelings
-I guess they numb my feelings
-Told her I can't die young I'm fighting my demons
Repetition of the struggle against personal demons and the desire to escape.
I just wanna fly up don't like where I'm living
-Seem like life so hard for me to live in
-Seem like I can't feel a thing I numb my feelings
-Told her I can't die young I'm fighting my demons
-I just wanna fly up don't like where I'm living
-Seem like life so hard for me to live in
-Seem like I can't feel a thing I numb my feelings
-I don't know if this shit is for real
Expressing uncertainty about the reality of the situation due to intense emotional pain.
'Cause I'm hurt I don't even know this feeling
The speaker is hurting emotionally and struggles to understand their feelings.
I'm a scarecrow I ain't got no fitness
Using metaphors of a scarecrow and a statue to convey a lack of vitality or strength.
I'm a statue I can't stand this crucifixion
Feeling immobilized and unable to endure a difficult situation.
I be living life fast
Living life rapidly, facing its challenges.
Life so hard
Reiterating the difficulty of life.
Knocking down these demons got me sleeping in the dark
Overcoming inner demons that cause distress and darkness.
Gotta wake up I know that I'm stronger than that
A call to wake up and recognize inner strength.
I'm a Rockstar I know they be feeling my vibe save me
Identifying as a rockstar and seeking validation for their energy and vibe.
I can't even feel a thing
Repetition of emotional numbness.
I can't even feel a thing
-I guess they numb my feelings
-I guess they numb my feelings
-Told her I can't die young I'm fighting my demons
Reiteration of the ongoing battle with personal demons and the desire for escape.
I just wanna fly up don't like where I'm living
-Seem like life so hard for me to live in
-Seem like I can't feel a thing I numb my feelings
-Told her I can't die young I'm fighting my demons
-I just wanna fly up don't like where I'm living
-Seem like life so hard for me to live in
-Seem like I can't feel a thing I numb my feelings
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