Through Crowded Rooms
Navigating Shadows: Unveiling the Depths of Emotional Turmoil
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I feel good from certain angles
I experience positive emotions or feel good in specific situations or perspectives.
I cast light in certain circles
I influence or illuminate certain groups or environments.
And when I feel my crazy drifting
When I sense my mind becoming unstable or erratic,
I grab on to sharper handles
I hold onto more challenging or difficult aspects of life.
I feel loved but I am empty
Despite feeling affection, I sense an internal emptiness.
I walk straight with fear and envy
I walk confidently but with feelings of dread and jealousy.
And when I feel the stares I'm dizzy
When I perceive people looking at me, I become disoriented.
Standing yes but less convincing
Even though I stand, my presence seems less believable or persuasive.
My body moves
My physical self is in motion.
Through crowded rooms
I navigate through crowded social environments.
While people prove to me
Others attempt to convince me,
There is no hope my fears will change
But I believe my fears will persist without hope for change.
I set fires with my side view
I ignite conflicts indirectly or subtly.
You can follow if you have to
Others might follow me even if they don't want to.
And when I feel like making endings
When I contemplate concluding things,
You will feel my signal take you
My intention or signal will impact those around me.
I stop clocks with blind precision
I halt or disrupt events with little understanding or awareness.
No one knows my traffic vision
My unique perspective on life remains unknown to others.
And when I feel the surface give in
When I feel a situation collapsing,
Time has stopped I've failed my mission
Time seems to stop, and I perceive a failure in my objectives.
My body moves
My physical self is in motion again.
Through crowded rooms
I navigate through crowded social environments once more.
While people prove to me
Others attempt to convince me,
There is no hope my fears will change
But I hold onto the belief that my fears won't change, devoid of hope.
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