Lyrics
I'm losing my mind and when it's gone
I'm experiencing a mental breakdown, and once it happens
(When it's gone) i won't even search for it
I won't try to recover it because it's not something I desire
'Cause it's something I don't want
The loss of my sanity is intentional, and I don't want it back
I stay overheating, starin' at the sun
I'm constantly overwhelmed, staring at the sun
Bakin' my brain 'til the delusion's fun
I'm metaphorically "baking" my brain until the hallucinations become enjoyable
But man oh man, my temperature's high
Despite my high temperature, I'm experiencing intense visions
And I keep seein' these visions
These visions seem to be coming from another realm
From the other side
A continuation of the surreal experiences
My creek flows with boilin' water
My personal space or state of mind is turbulent
My trees burn like pothead lighters
My surroundings are in chaos, comparing burning trees to pothead lighters
My ears smoke with broken gaskets
I'm dealing with internal issues, metaphorically represented as smoking ears with broken gaskets
I leak oil, but still got traction
I'm experiencing challenges but still moving forward
But I would never wanna be you
Expressing a preference not to be in someone else's situation
But I will forever will have my own school
I will always have my unique perspective or way of doing things
And they know that I stay gassed up
People are aware that I remain confident and motivated
My dreams are nightmares, they're chillin'
My dreams are disturbing and unsettling
I keep havin' fucked-up visions
I'm haunted by troubling visions or thoughts
That I'm fallin' over railings
Imagining a precarious situation of falling from a boat at midnight
Of this wooden boat at midnight
Set in a dark scenario, waiting for danger
Sittin' in black, waitin' for a shark bite
Continuation of the suspenseful boat setting, anticipating a shark attack
No voice light enough
Feeling voiceless or unheard
The ship is battened up
The ship is secure, but there is still a sense of vulnerability
So I scream to the moon that's clearin'
Expressing frustration to the clear moon
But Mother Nature's creations still kill me
Nature's creations, despite their beauty, still cause harm or distress
My creek flows with boilin' water
Repetition of the turbulent state of personal space or mind
My trees burn like pothead lighters
Reiteration of the chaotic surroundings
My ears smoke with broken gaskets
Continuation of internal struggles and challenges
I leak oil, but still got traction
Despite difficulties, there is still forward movement
But I would never wanna be you
Reiteration of not wanting to be in someone else's situation
But I will forever will have my own school
Reaffirming a unique perspective or approach
And they know, they know, they know, know
Emphasizing that others are aware of the confidence and motivation
Know my creek flows with boilin' water
Repetition of the turbulent state, specifically mentioning boiling water
My trees burn like pothead lighters
Repetition of the chaotic surroundings, likening trees to pothead lighters
My ears smoke with broken gaskets
Reiteration of internal struggles, mentioning broken gaskets and smoking ears
I leak oil, but still got traction
Despite challenges, there is still traction or progress
But I would never wanna be you
Reiteration of the preference not to be in someone else's situation
But I will forever will have my own school
Reaffirming a unique perspective or approach
And they know that I stay gassed up
Others are aware that the person remains confident and motivated
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