Mind Gone
Lost in Love's Abyss: $uperior Sucram's Soulful Journey
Lyrics
Boy you better find something you enjoy
Encouragement to find joy in life
No longer going out and I'm neglecting my toys
Avoiding social activities, neglecting personal interests
Can't concentrate anxiety ridden with whatever I do
Experiencing anxiety and distraction in daily activities
As long as I'm awake it seems my thoughts are only of you
Constant thoughts about a significant other
I'm a mess is that why you don't wanna mess with me
Expressing emotional turmoil and a plea for understanding
Stressed pack the pipe and sip the Hennessy
Using substances like alcohol to cope with stress
That Tennessee JD be having me in a blur
Impact of alcohol on perception, reference to Tennessee whiskey
I don't wanna wake up apologetic for what previously occur
Fear of regretting past actions when waking up
I gave it my all no response she was showing
Investing emotionally without reciprocation
She won't even take my calls them shoulders is frozen
Ignored calls, indication of emotional distance
In a zone do I really need help
Questioning the need for assistance or emotional support
Fear of being alone is really the fear of being yourself
Fear of loneliness as a reflection of self-discovery
Welts left scars on my soul
Physical and emotional scars impacting the soul
Time I can't control I'm getting old
Loss of control over time and aging
Don't wanna fold someone tell me its gonna be fine
Desire for reassurance and comfort
If I could only hold you one more time I may not lose my mind
Longing to hold a significant other to maintain sanity
Mind gone
Repetition emphasizing a deteriorating state of mind
My mind is gone
-Mind gone
-My mind is gone
-Mind gone
-My mind is gone
-Mind gone
-My mind is gone
-If you never lost your mind you never followed your heart
Reflection on the impact of losing a loved one
With you I was strong but now I'm falling apart
-If you never lost your mind you never followed your heart
-My life use to seem so bright but now its oh so dark
-On my mama I'm getting high masking the trauma
Drug use as a coping mechanism for emotional pain
Hoping I don't get violent and I can't misquote your silence
-It came down to the fact that she started to doubt me
-And I can't look back cause she even look happy without me
-Mind gone I ain't the same
Expressing a changed and troubled self after a relationship
What I do wrong who's to blame
-I know its lame showing up places I know you gonna be
-For so many years and tears it seemed that you wanted me
-Now that I' m free I'm noticing how big the world is
Realizing the vastness of the world after a breakup
But why in my mind all the time I still wonder where this girl is
-She put it on me homie now I even be feeling lonely at a party
Feeling lonely despite being in social settings
Always heard theirs somebody for everybody
-Lord continue watering me I'm still growing
Metaphorical growth, uncertainty about the future
Got all my bags packed but don't know where I'm going
-One thing I know I'll never be the same
Acknowledging irreversible change and seeking new opportunities
That Freeway looking like opportunity and change
-Aim for the heavens if I miss at least I'll be amongst the stars
Setting high goals despite uncertainties
Wherever you go there you are
-Reality will always cut like a knife
Recognizing the harshness of reality and embracing a new beginning
It's the first day of the rest of my life
-If you never lost your mind you never followed your heart
Reiteration of the impact of losing a loved one on life's brightness
With you I was strong but now I'm falling apart
-If you never lost your mind you never followed your heart
-My life use to seem so bright but now its oh so dark
-On my mama I'm getting high masking the trauma
Continued use of substances to cope with trauma and silence
Hoping I don't get violent and I can't misquote your silence
-It came down to the fact that she started to doubt me
Reflecting on the ex-partner's happiness without the speaker
And I can't look back cause she even look happy without me
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