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I wanted to say
I desired to express
That you caught me up in all your glitter gold
That you ensnared me in all your glamorous wealth
We're never the same
We are never unchanged
And you haunt me like those others and I couldn't keep away
You linger in my thoughts like others, and I couldn't stay away
I’m never to blame
I am not at fault
But this back and forth is turning me around
This constant back-and-forth is disorienting me
Now I'm awake, and I’m asking for me
Now I am conscious, and I am seeking what is right for me
Do you really want me
Repeated questioning of sincerity or desire
Do you really want me
-Do you really want me
-Do you really want me
-Do you really want me
-I don't know if I can take this or forsake this I might
Uncertainty about enduring or abandoning a situation
Break this cos it's killing me, chilling me to my bones
The situation is causing immense distress, physically and emotionally
You make me feel so alone, back and forth running around your course, where's my flaming torch
Feeling isolated and running in circles, searching for a solution
But there's no pride in my mistakes, need excuses to hate
Admitting to errors without pride, seeking reasons to harbor resentment
It's another heartbreak, grab whatever you can take
Another episode of heartbreak, grabbing whatever is available
Just a reason to feel sad, best excuse I ever had
Using any reason to feel sorrow, considering it the best excuse
Cos I just love the way it hurts so fucking bad
Expressing a paradoxical love for the pain
Do you really want me
Repeated questioning of sincerity or desire
Do you really want me
-Do you really want me
-Do you really want me
-Do you really want me
-We've done it again, your talent is always the pleasure to my pain
Acknowledging the pleasure derived from talent, despite the accompanying pain
You left me this way, but I'm not in business to ever change
Being left in a certain state, but not willing to change
I wanted to say, that you caught me up in all your glitter gold
Reiteration of being ensnared in glamorous wealth and haunted by thoughts
We're never the same, and you haunt me like those others and I couldn't keep away
-What do you want me to say
Questioning what the other person wants to hear
That I'm asking asking for it?
Expressing a direct request or inquiry
Do you really want me
Repeated questioning of sincerity or desire
Do you really want me
-Do you really want me
-No pride in mistakes (Do you really want me, did you ever want me)
No pride in admitting mistakes and seeking reasons to feel hatred
Don't know if I can make (Do you think I’m asking for it)
Uncertain if capable of enduring, questioning if it is being sought
Another heart break (Do you really want me)
Anticipating another episode of heartbreak
Grab what you can take
Encouraging taking whatever is available
Do you really want me
Repeated questioning of sincerity or desire
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