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I need good news
I need positive updates or information
I'm begging you
Strongly requesting
Bring me good, good news
Bring me favorable, uplifting news
I'm begging you
Expressing a plea
See it's the nothingness that kills
The feeling of emptiness is emotionally distressing
The same food for all three meals
Having the same uninteresting or unsatisfactory experience repeatedly
It's the motions of staying still
Being stuck in a routine, not progressing
It's my breaking will on the breaking wheel
My spirit is being broken down
I need good news
Reiteration of the need for positive updates
I'm begging you
A heartfelt plea
Bring me good, good news
Asking for good, uplifting news
I'm begging you
Re-emphasizing the plea
In the aftermath of grief
Following the experience of loss and pain
Lies a lonely in between
A period of feeling isolated and undefined
Of where I've been
The space between past and unattainable future
And where I'll never be
The contrast between where I've been and where I cannot go
And so with little concern for heaven
With little concern about extreme outcomes (heaven or hell)
And less for hell
Even less concern about severe consequences
It's that place in the middle
Emphasizing the middle ground
Where most days I find myself
Identifying with a place of uncertainty
Blowing smoke out on the porch
Metaphorically blowing smoke, possibly feeling aimless or uncertain
In early march
During early March, a specific time, feeling detached
With too much time to kill
Having too much time with no purpose
And nothing fills
Nothing brings fulfillment
And nothing will
There's no prospect of things improving
I need good news
Reiterating the desire for positive updates
I'm begging you
Strongly pleading
Bring me good, good news
Asking again for favorable news
I'm begging you
Re-emphasizing the plea
In the aftermath of grief
Following the experience of loss and pain
Lies a lonely version of me
A solitary and altered version of myself
Not who I've been
Not the person I used to be
Nor who I've yet to be
Not yet the person I will become
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