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A pernicious mind left confined
A troubled mind kept restrained
Absent to a sense of time
Absent awareness of time
Light, blinding light
Intense, blinding light
Come back to fill these clouded, somber eyes
Return to dispel the gloom in these clouded, melancholic eyes
My demise
My downfall
Was it providence and malevolence
Was it fate and malicious intent entwined?
Intertwined?
Rectified to bury these errors deep within
Rectified to keep these mistakes buried deep inside
Just another night spent asking is this even real?
Questioning the reality of just another night
A thousand days spent numbing things that I feel
A thousand days spent dulling my emotions
Somethings not right
Sensing something amiss
I shut out the light
Turning away from the light
I've become more hollow as the days go by
Growing emptier with passing days
Am I a failure for falling into the trap?
Am I deemed a failure for succumbing to the trap?
A sense of purpose, one I'll never get back
A lost sense of purpose, one forever out of reach
FailureI'm a failurenot a failure
Failure, acknowledging personal shortcomings
failure to comprehend unwilling to make amends
Failure to understand, unwilling to reconcile
FEAR, blinding fear
Overwhelmed by blinding fear
Just another night spent asking is this even real?
Questioning the reality of just another night
A thousand days spent numbing things that I feel
A thousand days spent numbing emotions
Somethings not right
Sensing something amiss
I shut out the light
Turning away from the light
I've become more hollow as the days go by
Growing emptier with passing days
I shut out the light
Turning away from the light
Am I a failure? I fell so far but came back
Am I a failure? Fallen far but returned
a new found purpose, one Ill never give back
A newfound purpose, one I'll never relinquish
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