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I don't know how long I've been here
I am uncertain about the duration of my presence here.
The days all run together
The days seem indistinguishable and blend together.
You're gone but you won't disappear
You are no longer physically present, but your influence persists.
Traces of you will last forever
Remnants or memories of you will endure indefinitely.
It feels like...
There is a sensation...
If I hold my breath you'll walk in any second
If I hold my breath, there is a hopeful expectation that you might return at any moment.
And tell me it was all a mistake, can't believe that you left and
Fantasizing about the possibility that your departure was a mistake, unable to accept that you truly left.
It haunts me to hold you this close
The emotional burden of being close to you is haunting.
But hurts me more to let go
It's more painful to let go than to endure the haunting closeness.
That's why I'm still loving ghosts
Despite the pain, I continue to hold on to the memories and emotions of our past.
They say I should get on with my life
Advice to move on is given, but it's a challenging task.
But I can't even get up
I struggle to find the strength to carry on with life.
I'd rather believe in this beautiful lie
Prefer to believe in a comforting falsehood rather than facing the harsh reality of your permanent absence.
Than admit you're really gone forever
Choosing to deny your permanent departure and embracing a beautiful but false narrative.
Every sense is screaming
All my senses are overwhelmed with a strong emotional response.
Every hair stands on my skin
The intensity of the feeling makes every hair on my skin stand on end.
Every room I feel it. You are here!
Feeling your presence in every room, despite your physical absence.
Baby I'm not seeing, but I'm still believing
Although I cannot see you, I choose to believe in your lingering presence.
My heartbreak a chance worth taking
Accepting the risk of heartbreak for the chance to experience the emotions of love again.
So on this floor I'll still be waiting
Remaining on the floor, waiting for a return that may never happen.
and OH...I feel you this close now
Expressing a strong sense of feeling your presence close to me.
....I'm still loving ghosts now
Continuing to love and hold on to the memories of you, even though you are no longer physically present.
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