Lyrics
I've lived a life already
I've already experienced a significant portion of life.
Just past midway in my 30's
I am currently in my mid-30s.
I've met some incredible people
I've encountered remarkable individuals.
But mostly the wrong ones
However, most of them were not the right people for me.
I told them what I think of them
I've expressed my opinions about them.
I don't mind telling them again
I am open to expressing my thoughts again.
But here's to you my friends
Despite everything, I toast to my friends.
Feel like a ripple in the river
I feel insignificant, like a small disturbance in a larger context.
Distorted image in a mirror
My self-image is distorted, like a reflection in a mirror.
Then when you pull back your hands
When you withdraw support, I realize I have much to compensate for.
I'm always reminded that I have a lot to make up for
I am constantly reminded of my shortcomings.
I have a lot to make up for
I acknowledge the need for significant redemption.
All that you said
Words spoken to me linger in my thoughts.
Is trapped in my head
I can't forget the impact of those words.
Cause I can't forget
I bear the weight of my past actions.
That I have I have a lot to make up for
I am burdened by the necessity to make amends.
To the universe reversal
Reflecting on the reversal of fate in the universe.
We've been going round in circles
We are stuck in a repetitive cycle.
When we do it again
When the cycle repeats, the discomfort lessens.
Less sick of the motion
Repeated experiences make me less averse to them.
The swirling in my head
Mental turmoil is persistent.
My broken emotions
My emotions, damaged, resurface once more.
Surfaced again
Despite this, I toast to my friends.
Here's to you my friends
(Empty line)
I know that nothing lasts forever
Recognizing that nothing is permanent.
I thought in time I'd make it better
I believed time would heal and improve things.
Then when you pull back your hands
When support is withdrawn, I'm reminded of my need for redemption.
I'm always reminded that I have a lot to make up for
I am consistently aware of my need to make amends.
I have a lot to make up for
Reiteration of the acknowledgment of significant redemption needed.
All that you said
Recollection of impactful words lingering in thoughts.
Is trapped in my head
The weight of the past remains in my mind.
Cause I can't forget
The lasting impact of words spoken.
That I have a lot to make up for
The burden to make amends remains.
Oh Oh Oh
(Repetition of "Oh")
Oh Oh Oh
-Oh Oh Oh
-Oh Oh Oh
-Oh
-Oh
-Oh
-I have a lot to make up for
Emphasizing the acknowledgment of the need for significant redemption.
I have a lot to make up for
Reiteration of the acknowledgment of the need for significant redemption.
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