Unbecoming You
Unveiling Shadows: A Poetic Journey Through Love's Struggle
Lyrics
You said this ain't abuse
You were told this wasn't abuse
I believed this was true
I believed that statement to be true
You fold my hands behind my back
You physically restrained me
With my head against the wall
Forcing me against a wall
I know the love you give me isn't enough
I recognize the affection you show isn't sufficient
But I keep on searching to find it somewhere
Yet I persist in seeking it elsewhere
You're using me
You're manipulating me
Amusing you
Entertaining yourself at my expense
Abusing me
You're mistreating me
One day counting backwards I will become one
At some point, I'll regress to unity or a former state
One day counting backwards I will become like you
I'll eventually become like you, going in reverse
One day counting backwards I will become like you
Repeated indication of becoming similar to you through regression
One day counting backwards I will become like you
-I gave up the day for the night
Repetition of earlier verses
I searched in the darkest of hearts
-I found it in blue by my side
-And now how will I give it back
-I gave up the day for the night
-I searched in the darkest of hearts
-I found it in blue by my side
-And now how will I give it back
-One day counting backwards I will become one
Reiteration of becoming like you by counting backwards
One day counting backwards I will become like you
-One day counting backwards I will become like you
-One day counting backwards I will become like you
-I know that I should
I'm aware of what I should do
But I never do
But I consistently fail to act upon it
And I know that you are wrong
I acknowledge your wrongdoing
But I don't want to pick up a fight
Yet I avoid confronting you
My defences, they've been down since so long
My defenses have been down for a considerable time
How can a love do me so wrong
How can a love hurt me this much?
One day counting backwards I will become one
Repetition of the desire or inevitability to become like you in reverse
One day counting backwards I will become like you
-One day counting backwards I will become like you
-One day counting backwards I will become like you
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