The Party
Unraveling Heartbreak: Victoria Envy's Poetic Tale of Love and Loss
Lyrics
A silly little girl I was
The speaker reflects on a past self, describing themselves as naive or inexperienced.
So horribly in love
Expressing intense emotions of love, possibly to an unhealthy extent.
Greeted by that vicious thing
Encountering a negative or harmful influence amid a gathering of people.
Among the other party goers
Amidst a party atmosphere with several attendees.
I couldn't hear, the music stopped
Feeling disconnected or isolated as the music stops.
Getting harder to ignore
Becoming increasingly difficult to avoid or overlook something.
Now sat in someone's dining room
The speaker finds themselves in an unexpected place, sitting in a dining room.
Rocking cradled on the floor
Feeling vulnerable or emotionally fragile, likened to being cradled on the floor.
My blood was in the water
Sensing danger or vulnerability, as if being targeted.
While I panicked at the party
Experiencing fear or distress while in the midst of the party.
The only arms I trusted then
Feeling abandoned or let down by someone the speaker trusted.
Were dodging all my calls
That trusted individual avoids communication with the speaker.
And when I finally gave in
After resisting for a while, the speaker succumbs to something negative or harmful.
I was eaten by the walls
Feeling consumed or overwhelmed by the negative aspects of the situation.
I couldn't see, all eyes on me
Feeling observed or scrutinized by many people.
Ten, twenty maybe more
An estimation of the number of people observing the speaker.
But this wasn't the first time though
Similar events have occurred before, but the speaker was unaware of the significance.
I didn't know you were keeping score
Unawareness of someone else's resentment or negative feelings accumulating over time.
My blood was in the water
Continued vulnerability or feeling exposed in a dangerous situation.
While I panicked at the party
Continued distress or fear while in the party setting.
I didn't mean to wreck the party
The speaker didn’t intend to cause trouble at the party.
(It's not my fault)
Reiterating the lack of intention to cause harm or disturbance.
I know that we're at a party
Acknowledging the present setting as a party.
(It's not my fault)
Repeating the lack of responsibility for any issues.
I didn't mean to wreck the party
Restating the absence of intention to disrupt the party.
(It's not my fault)
Continuing to disclaim responsibility for any disturbance.
I know that we're at a party
Acknowledging the party setting once more.
But it was just a fucking party
Emphasizing that it was just a regular party, not something extraordinary.
(It's not my fault)
Reiteration of the lack of fault or accountability.
(It's not my fault)
Repeating the absence of blame or responsibility.
(It's not my fault)
Continued denial of fault or guilt.
(It's not my fault)
Reiterating the lack of culpability or blame.
It was just a fucking party
Stressing once more that the situation was just a regular party.
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