Lyrics
When the rush fades there's nothing left
After the initial excitement, there's a sense of emptiness.
This quick excitement, then back to emptiness
Experiencing a brief thrill followed by a return to emptiness.
When I leave your house, I'm over the top
Feeling elated when leaving a place, possibly a relationship.
Already afraid, wait for it to stop
Anxiety and anticipation of the inevitable end.
I don't want to get too close
Reluctance to become emotionally close.
Cause we know what we want
Aware of desires but hesitant to pursue.
But I somehow wish we could
A longing for a deeper connection despite reservations.
Be enough for each other
Desiring to be sufficient for each other.
But I can't let him go and you still need to know
Unable to let go of someone, causing emotional conflict.
If someone else is out there
Concerns about the presence of another potential partner.
Who makes you fall from the start, start
Attraction to someone who captivates from the beginning.
This feels crazy, so intimate
Intense and intimate feelings in a relationship.
What a nasty shock, it's more than we thought
A surprising realization that the situation is more complex than expected.
So crazy for friendship, I'm so fucking into you
Intense longing for friendship but acknowledging its limitations.
But I know it won't fill the gap
Awareness that the relationship won't fulfill emotional gaps.
I don't want to get too close
Maintaining emotional distance due to self-awareness.
Cause we know what we want
Recognition of desires and conflicted feelings.
But I somehow wish we could
Desire for a more fulfilling connection despite doubts.
Be enough for each other
Yearning to be sufficient for each other.
But I can't let him go and you still need to know
Struggling to let go of someone despite the desire for connection.
If someone else is out there
Concerns about the presence of another potential partner.
Who makes you fall from the start, start
Attraction to someone who captivates from the beginning.
You still want the thrill and I still want him
Desiring excitement while still attached to someone else.
How could I be mad if we don't feel it
Acknowledging that emotions shouldn't dictate anger.
You still want the thrill and I want him
Desiring excitement while still attached to someone else.
Don't know why I'm sad
Feeling sadness without a clear reason.
Guess I didn't believe I'd be lead back again
Reflecting on being led back into a familiar emotional pattern.
I don't want to get too close
Maintaining emotional distance due to self-awareness.
Cause we know what we want
Recognition of desires and conflicted feelings.
But I somehow wish we could
Desire for a more fulfilling connection despite doubts.
Be enough for each other
Yearning to be sufficient for each other.
And I can't let him go and you still need to know
Struggling to let go of someone despite the desire for connection.
If someone else is out there
Concerns about the presence of another potential partner.
Who makes you fall from the start, start
Attraction to someone who captivates from the beginning.
You still want the thrill but I don't want him
Desiring excitement while no longer interested in someone else.
How could I be mad if you don't feel it
Acknowledging that emotions shouldn't dictate anger.
You still want the thrill but I don't want him
Desiring excitement while no longer interested in someone else.
I know why I'm sad
Understanding the reason for feeling sad.
Maybe at least you released me from him
Feeling released from a previous emotional attachment.
Maybe at least I ain't lead back again
Acknowledging freedom from being led back into a familiar emotional pattern.
Comment