Lyrics
Old wounds what am I doing here
Reflecting on past wounds and questioning the current situation.
Old news facing my deepest fears
Confronting deep-seated fears while dealing with old news.
Bury them deeper til they suffocate
Choosing to bury the emotional pain even deeper to avoid facing it.
Don't let them see you afraid
Advising oneself not to show fear to others.
But I can't think straight
Feeling disoriented and unable to think clearly.
My mirror doesn't even show my face
Not recognizing oneself in the mirror, suggesting a loss of identity.
And I can't escape there's always something in my way
Experiencing obstacles that hinder progress and escape.
(in my way)
Emphasizing the persistent nature of the obstacles.
Maybe I'm bitter
Acknowledging a sense of bitterness, possibly from past experiences.
Maybe I gave up on you like you gave up on me
Recalling a mutual abandonment and loss of faith in each other.
Maybe I'll never
Expressing doubt about the possibility of moving on.
Let go of how you let go of everything you ever made me believe
Struggling to let go of the beliefs shattered by the other person.
No use
Feeling helpless and unable to change the situation.
Always under my skin like it's somehow where you fit
Describing the emotional impact of the other person always being present.
I can't change or escape I can't love when I hate you
Expressing difficulty in loving while harboring hatred.
(and I know I fucking made you)
Acknowledging personal faults and mistakes in the relationship.
I built a home so you could burn it down(burn it down)
Building something meaningful, only to have it destroyed.
Cause all you wanted was to live without (anyone)
Highlighting the other person's desire for solitude.
Maybe I'm bitter
Reiterating a sense of bitterness and unresolved emotions.
Maybe I gave up on you like you gave up on me
Echoing the mutual abandonment and loss of faith.
Maybe I'll never
Expressing doubt about the possibility of moving on.
Let go of how you let go of everything you ever made me believe
Struggling to let go of shattered beliefs about the relationship.
Wouldn't care what it takes to cut you loose
Indicating a willingness to do whatever it takes to break free.
I'd jump into my grave to bury you
Symbolizing a strong desire to end the connection, even if it means self-sacrifice.
Just let go like how you let go of everything you ever made
Desiring release from the emotional burden imposed by the other person.
I changed my shape when you could not adjust
Adapting to change while the other person remains inflexible.
You ran away when I was lost and now you wonder why I cut you off
Expressing the pain of being abandoned when in need.
You're an infection without a cure
Characterizing the other person as a persistent negative influence.
I've been dragging everything for years through your bullshit
Carrying the weight of emotional baggage caused by the other person.
I never learn
Expressing a sense of repeating past mistakes and never learning.
How am I supposed to find a better way when you're resigned to give in the moment you see defeat
Pondering how to find a better path when faced with defeat.
You're bleeding misery I need to see relief
Desiring relief from the emotional pain caused by the other person.
Maybe I've been getting hostile
Admitting to becoming hostile, possibly as a result of ongoing struggles.
Cause everything we ever fought for always goes up in smoke
Expressing frustration over efforts always ending in failure.
And I never let you go
Refusing to let go of the emotional connection despite the bitterness.
Yeah I'm fucking
Reiterating the intense emotional state of bitterness.
Bitter
Emphasizing the lingering bitterness despite attempts to move on.
Maybe I gave up on you like you gave up on me
Recalling the mutual abandonment and loss of faith.
Maybe I'll never
Expressing doubt about the possibility of moving on.
Let go of how you let go of everything you ever made me believe
Struggling to let go of shattered beliefs about the relationship.
Wouldn't care what it takes to cut you loose
Indicating a willingness to do whatever it takes to break free.
I'd jump into my grave to bury you
Symbolizing a strong desire to end the connection, even if it means self-sacrifice.
Just let go like how you let go of everything you ever made
Desiring release from the emotional burden imposed by the other person.
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