Lyrics
I see the door
I perceive an opportunity or exit
But there's something in the way and I can't get out
Obstacles hinder my escape, creating a sense of entrapment
I'm in a room
I find myself in a space
But I don't know how I got here or what I'm allowed
Uncertainty surrounds how I arrived here and what actions are permissible
So come inside
Invite me into your world
Pick a fight
Initiate a conflict or challenge
Ruffle my feathers
Disturb my calm, provoke me
I'll be waiting here
I'll be here, enduring
Patiently
With patience
Wondering whether
Contemplating whether
Hope is a lie
Hope might be deceptive
Hold me down 'til I can't understand who I am
Constrain me until self-understanding is lost
Pull me out of this hole
Rescue me from this despair
Hold me down 'til your body spills into my soul
Hold me down until our beings merge deeply
The sun is out
The sun is shining
And I need it like I need a hole in my head
I crave sunlight, despite not needing it
My voice is shot
My vocal expression is exhausted
But I can't remember a single word that I said
Forgetfulness shrouds my spoken words
So count me in
Include me
Take me on
Challenge or confront me
Kill all my memory
Erase my memories
I can't believe
I find it hard to believe
Can't go on
Unable to continue
Never be care-free
Never experience carefreeness
If hope is a lie
If hope proves deceptive
Hold me down 'til I can't understand who I am
Restrict my understanding of self
Pull me out of this hole
Rescue me from this pit of despair
Hold me down 'til your body spills into my soul
Hold me down until our essences blend
Then leave me be
Then allow me solitude
Alone to dream
To dream alone
Another world
Another world beckons
Is calling me
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