Do I Really
Navigating Identity: Do I Really Matter Now?
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Do I really matter now
Questioning personal significance and impact on others.
That I have trimmed my thoughts and cleared my mind
Reflecting on mental clarity and self-awareness.
Spun my time into money spent my money to kill the time
Converting time into money but realizing it may not bring fulfillment.
Do I really matter now
Reiterating the inquiry into one's importance.
Do I really matter now
Questioning worth after becoming a safer version of oneself.
That I've become someone who's safe outside
Concerns about being abandoned and unappreciated.
Not the one left abandoned on the floor in the broken glass
Describing a past vulnerable state amidst brokenness.
Do I really matter now
Repeating the query on personal significance.
I shouldn't have to change the way that I feel just so you don't feel blind
Asserting the right to feel authentically without altering for others.
I can't change the way I love it always ends up fucking with my mind
Acknowledging struggles in love and its impact on the mind.
Say if I'm real do I really have to try
Questioning the need to prove authenticity to others.
So would I ever really matter now
Doubting if one's existence holds genuine importance.
Do I really matter now
Reiterating the query amid uncertainty and self-reflection.
If I keep marching on too blind to see
Being oblivious to one's own desires and priorities.
That the things I desire float above with the prayers and dreams
Describing aspirations floating beyond reach like dreams.
Do I really matter now
Continuing to question personal significance.
I'm never gonna change the way that I feel just so you don't feel blind
Refusing to change authentic feelings for others' comfort.
I can't change the way I love it always ends up fucking with my mind
Expressing difficulty in changing the nature of love.
Say if I'm real do I really have to try
Querying the necessity of trying to prove authenticity.
So would I ever really matter now
Repeating doubt about personal importance.
So would I ever really matter now
Emphasizing persistent uncertainty about one's significance.
So would I ever really matter now
Repetition for emphasis on the question of personal significance.
Matter now
-Matter now
-Matter now
-You say I've got a part to play I've got a role to fill
Acknowledging societal expectations but feeling a lack of fit.
But I don't fit in quite that well and I can't be the one
Expressing difficulty conforming to societal norms.
Who walks hand in hand with ignorance just to keep the face that smiles
Rejecting alignment with ignorance for societal acceptance.
Do I really matter now
Reiterating the central question of personal importance.
Do I really matter now
Finalizing the inquiry into one's significance.
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