Lyrics
I never meant to hurt you, i'm sorry it's gotta be that way
I never intended to cause you harm, and I regret that the situation has come to this.
I'd rather sit in my room and watch my brain decay
I prefer isolation, witnessing a decline in my mental state.
It feels like every single days now a cycle
Each day feels repetitive and cyclical.
I sleep through day, then i cry when the nightfall
I follow a pattern of sleeping during the day and experiencing emotional turmoil at night.
I wanted your opinion didn't have to be so honest
I sought your opinion, but I wasn't prepared for such brutal honesty.
Standing in the void while you fill me up with toxins
Feeling empty and influenced by harmful substances in a void.
I hate to be away so i'm sorry that i'm calling
I dislike being distant, hence this call, expressing regret.
I hate it when we kissed, so i don't know why i'm falling
Despite disliking our kisses, I find myself inexplicably falling for you.
But i sent you a post card, i hope that you got it
I sent a postcard, hoping you received it despite the physical distance.
A thousand miles away, but, you're still where my heart is
Even though we're far apart, my emotional connection to you remains strong.
Just wanna see if you're okay, i know i'm annoying
Concerned about your well-being, despite being aware of my own annoying nature.
You said you knew that we'd fall out, i guess your clairvoyant
You predicted our falling out, displaying clairvoyance.
And it's been a couple months since we spoke
It has been several months since our last conversation.
I get chills down my spine every time that we talk
Every interaction sends shivers down my spine.
Like what happened to us?
Reflecting on what went wrong between us.
Remember when we'd watch the rain last summer
Recalling moments of shared intimacy like watching the rain last summer.
I pushed you away now you hide undercover
I pushed you away, and now you hide to protect yourself.
Like every little thing never goes my way
Frustration over things not going my way, no matter how small.
I always get so anxious over simple change
Anxiety arises from simple changes in my life.
I just wanted you to stick around
Desire for your presence and support.
But i'm sorry for the way that
Apologizing for letting you down.
I let you down
Expressing regret for the way I disappointed you.
I wanted your opinion didn't have to be so honest
Reiteration of seeking your opinion, regretting the brutal honesty.
Standing in the void while you fill me up with toxins
Feeling empty and influenced by harmful substances in a void (repeated).
I hate to be away so i'm sorry that i'm calling
Expressing dislike for distance and apologizing for the call (repeated).
I hate it when we kissed, so i don't know why i'm falling
Despite disliking our kisses, I find myself inexplicably falling for you (repeated).
But i sent you a post card, i hope that you got it
I sent a postcard, hoping you received it despite the physical distance (repeated).
A thousand miles away, but, you're still where my heart is
Even though we're far apart, my emotional connection to you remains strong (repeated).
Just wanna see if you're okay, i know i'm annoying
Concerned about your well-being, despite being aware of my own annoying nature (repeated).
You said you knew that we'd fall out, i guess your clairvoyant
You predicted our falling out, displaying clairvoyance (repeated).
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