last train
Journey of Longing: Vivek Chavan's Last Train Reflections
Lyrics
I'm living out our moments
I'm reliving the moments we shared
In my head that never happened
In my thoughts, these moments never actually happened
I'm living out these lies hoping
I'm living with lies, hoping you were less cold-hearted
You were less cold hearted
Expressing a desire for your warmth
Missing you is comforting today
Feeling a sense of comfort in missing you today
Missing you feels like home
Missing you feels familiar and comforting, like home
Calling out your noises in my head
Hearing your voice in my thoughts
I feel a little close
Feeling a slight emotional proximity
But if I'm being honest
Being truthful about the situation
You weren't so cold hearted
Contrasting the current perception with a past, warmer one
Cause you knew when it started
Acknowledging awareness when the relationship began
But my last train had departed
Regret for missing the opportunity, as the relationship has ended
5th grade, I'm afraid
Recalling a time from childhood, expressing fear
I was in an awe of it all
Being in awe of the experiences at a young age
And tell me aren't you tired
Questioning the exhaustion from recalling the past
From the past we recall?
Reflecting on the burdens of past memories
Hair on your shoulders
Symbolizing the burden shared in the relationship
The weight's on mine
Emphasizing the weight on the speaker
Lies that they told us
Highlighting the deception faced together
One of a kind
Emphasizing uniqueness amidst deception
Your words were heavier
Stressing the emotional impact of your words
On my left ear
Signifying the emotional burden on the left side
Through the screen
Communication limited to the screen
I could only hear
Unable to fully comprehend through visuals
Longing through the pixels
Feeling a sense of longing through the digital connection
Our eyes were never clear
Lack of clarity in the eyes during the digital interaction
But If I'm being honest
Reiterating the honesty about the emotional state
You weren't so cold hearted
Revisiting the warmth felt at the beginning of the relationship
Cause you knew when it started
Acknowledging awareness during the initial phase
But my last train had departed
Regret for missing the chance, emphasizing departure
Sometimes i miss our chaos
Expressing a nostalgic longing for the chaos in the relationship
Heavy at the time
Acknowledging the weight of chaos in the past
But i miss getting through it with you
Expressing the yearning for overcoming challenges together
Sometimes i miss our chaos
Repeating the sentiment of missing the chaos
Heavy at the time
Reiterating the heaviness of past chaos
But i miss getting through it with you
Expressing the longing for shared experiences during chaos
But If I'm being honest
Affirming the honesty about the emotional state
You weren't so cold hearted
Recalling warmth experienced at the start of the relationship
Cause you knew when it started
Acknowledging awareness during the initial phase
But my last train had departed
Regret for missing the chance, emphasizing departure
If I'm being honest
Reiterating honesty about the emotional state
You weren't so cold hearted
Recalling warmth experienced at the start of the relationship
Cause you knew when it started
Acknowledging awareness during the initial phase
but my last train had departed
Regret for missing the chance, emphasizing departure
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