Lyrics
If you love what I am,
If you love me for who I am,
Then why can't you hold my hand
Questioning why physical affection is lacking,
Im not that special to them,
Feeling unremarkable to others,
Yeah I know that but instead
Acknowledging this awareness but choosing an alternative,
I write these songs all for you,
Expressing dedication by creating songs,
These pink red roses for you
Symbolizing affection with pink and red roses,
These lonely nights hold my youth,
Reflecting on lonely nights that shape personal growth,
In chapters writing the truth for you
Committing to honesty in written chapters for a significant person,
But I quit my hopes of love when
Abandoning hopes of love after realizing its nature,
I saw what it is and does,
Understanding the impact of love,
I run out the door
Choosing to leave a situation,
You beg for me to stay,
Encountering resistance but persisting in departure,
She said,
Introduction of another person's perspective,
Why do you leave like that?
Questioning the abrupt departure,
I said what do you mean by that?
Seeking clarification on the meaning of leaving,
Are you talking to me?
Addressing potential miscommunication,
My bad I was stuck in a dream
Apologizing for being lost in thought or fantasy,
Fighting
Engaging in a conflict or struggle,
If it wasn't for me,
Reflecting on personal survival,
I'd be drowned
Highlighting the potential for personal drowning,
And lost in the sea
Emphasizing the feeling of being lost in life's challenges,
I'd be dead
Expressing a sense of mortality or vulnerability,
I'd be dead
Repeating the idea of potential death,
She said,
Revisiting the questioning of abrupt departure,
Why do you leave like that?
Reiterating the inquiry about leaving,
I said what do you mean by that?
Seeking understanding of the departure's meaning,
Are you talking to me?
Readdressing potential miscommunication,
My bad I was stuck in a dream
Repeating the apology for being lost in thought or fantasy,
Fighting
Continuing the engagement in a conflict or struggle,
If it wasn't for me,
Reiterating the reflection on personal survival,
I'd be drowned
Emphasizing the potential for personal drowning,
And lost in the sea
Highlighting the feeling of being lost in life's challenges,
I'd be dead
Repeating the expression of mortality or vulnerability,
I'd be dead
Reiterating the idea of potential death.
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