Lyrics
Don't know why I feel the way I feel, but I feel it
Expressing confusion about emotions and acknowledging the intensity of feelings.
Ain't the type be in my feelings
Stating a usual reluctance to be emotionally vulnerable.
Try to get away, but they're pulling me back
Facing challenges in trying to distance oneself from emotions but feeling a persistent pull back.
I said Lord can you hear me
Seeking guidance or assistance from a higher power, expressing a spiritual connection.
Don't know why I feel the way I feel, but I feel it
Reiterating the uncertainty about emotions but acknowledging their presence.
Ain't the type be in my feelings
Repeating a resistance to being emotionally sensitive.
Try to get away, but they're pulling me back
Continuing to experience difficulty in breaking free from emotional struggles.
I said Lord can you hear me
Reiterating the plea for divine assistance or guidance.
Like I'm in a cage I feel locked in
Feeling confined and restrained, possibly by life circumstances.
Tell me how the world so big, but I'm boxed in
Expressing a sense of being limited or confined despite the vastness of the world.
I can never catch a break I'm always clocked in
Expressing continuous challenges and a lack of respite, especially in terms of responsibilities.
I gotta take care of my kids ain't no stopping, uh
Prioritizing the responsibility of caring for one's children despite challenges.
Ask me how I feel about it
Inviting inquiry about personal feelings and experiences.
I was out there in them streets and I could've caught a body
Reflecting on past involvement in risky situations but avoiding negative consequences.
But I caught mine
Choosing self-improvement and a new direction in life.
Goodbye to myself I'm on new time
Embracing change and bidding farewell to a previous version of oneself.
I don't care about it
Expressing a lack of concern for past hardships, emphasizing personal growth.
I came back better I got nine lives, uh
Highlighting resilience and the ability to overcome challenges multiple times.
They don't ask me how I'm feeling
Not receiving inquiries about personal well-being, possibly feeling overlooked.
When they finally find the time to ask, I just tell them I'm chilling
Responding nonchalantly to inquiries about well-being, maintaining a calm demeanor.
Try to do what's right, but they still treat me like a villain
Struggling with societal judgment despite efforts to do what is perceived as right.
They gone come around again when I'm out here worth a million
Anticipating a positive change in how one is perceived when achieving success.
I don't catch a break, just worry bout my kids, I'm tryna relocate
Continuing to face challenges but focusing on providing for and protecting one's children.
I'm a soldier, Ima carry boulders til' my body break
Embracing a resilient and determined attitude despite facing heavy burdens.
When I step outside I say my grace, like Lord keep my safe
Starting each day with gratitude and seeking divine protection.
I got favor in the spirit so it's bigger like an ape
Believing in a spiritual favor or blessing that is significant, using the metaphor of an ape.
What I'm doing wrong
Pondering personal mistakes or shortcomings.
Can't do everything it's only one of me
Acknowledging personal limitations and the inability to do everything.
Said I don't do enough, I'm tryna take my family where I wanna be
Defending the efforts made for family and expressing a desire for more recognition.
I be up late, conversing with God so I don't get sleep
Struggling with a lack of sleep due to deep conversations with a higher power.
I know I'm not supposed to question you, but Lord can you help me
Expressing a conflict between knowing not to question but seeking divine help.
Lord what I'm doing wrong, tell me where I'm supposed to be
Seeking clarity about personal actions and the correct path to follow.
I know I've been patient, can you put me where I'm supposed to be
Expressing patience while waiting for divine guidance and an ideal situation.
All these thoughts up in my head, they're tryna take control of me
Dealing with intrusive thoughts that threaten to dominate the mind.
Lord I've been begging for your grace, can you save me
Pleading for divine grace and salvation, acknowledging a need for help.
Don't know why I feel the way I feel, but I feel it
Repeating the confusion and intensity of unexplained feelings.
Ain't the type be in my feelings
Restating a general avoidance of dwelling in deep emotional states.
Try to get away, but they're pulling me back
Experiencing difficulty in escaping emotional struggles, with an appeal for divine assistance.
I said Lord can you hear me
Reiterating the plea for divine assistance or guidance.
Don't know why I feel the way I feel, but I feel it
Reiterating the confusion about unexplained emotions.
Ain't the type be in my feelings
Repeating the preference to avoid being emotionally vulnerable.
Try to get away, but they're pulling me back
Experiencing difficulty in breaking free from emotional struggles with a plea for divine intervention.
I said Lord can you hear me
Concluding with a repeated plea for divine assistance or guidance.
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