Lyrics
When did I become
Reflecting on a transformation or change in oneself
This monster that I see
Feeling like a monstrous version of oneself
He stares right back at me
Confronting one's own reflection and inner struggles
In the mirror
The reflection is seen in the mirror
Does it get easier?
Questioning whether the difficulty lessens over time
Or do you become numb?
Contemplating if one becomes emotionally desensitized
After all the time
Reflecting on a prolonged period of being emotionally shattered
Of being broken
Enduring a state of brokenness
I wanna run away
Expressing a desire to escape
I wanna get away from here
Seeking a way to leave the current situation
I wanna run away
Reiterating the longing to run away
Find somewhere I can disappear
Wishing to find a place to disappear and find solace
I'll go into the dark
Willingness to embrace darkness to experience emotion
Just to feel something
Seeking sensation even in challenging circumstances
Coasting with the wind
Moving forward without a clear vision
I see nothing
Perceiving a lack of direction or purpose
I've become good at hiding
Becoming adept at concealing true feelings
And playing pretend
Engaging in pretense and hiding true self
But I think it's time for a change
Feeling the need for a significant life change
I think it's time for a change
Reiterating the desire for a positive transformation
I wanna run away
Expressing the persistent wish to escape
I wanna get away from here
Wanting to distance oneself from the current situation
I wanna run away
Repeating the desire to run away
Find somewhere I can disappear
Searching for a place of retreat and anonymity
Choking on my words
Struggling to express oneself verbally
Till I say goodbye
Contemplating saying farewell through silence
What do I say?
Uncertainty about what to say
Nothing at all
Considering the option of saying nothing at all
When you think of me
Encouraging others to think about the speaker
Staring at the sky
Gazing at the sky, possibly lost in thought
Wondering if I'm looking back
Contemplating whether others are thinking of the speaker
I wanna run away
Reiterating the desire to escape from the current situation
I wanna get away from here
Expressing the longing to leave the present circumstances
I wanna run away
Repeating the desire to run away
Find somewhere I can disappear
Seeking a place to disappear and find peace
Ooh, ooh
Repeating the emotional expression (Ooh) possibly conveying inner turmoil
Ooh, ooh
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