Lyrics
The victim of disconnect, a life marred with moving on
The speaker reflects on a life marked by disconnection and constant adaptation.
Draw the curtain back
A metaphorical call to reveal or confront a reality, possibly unveiling hidden truths.
Whispering of technicolor playing on the water
Description of vivid and dynamic memories, possibly representing a nostalgic or idealized past.
The seasons only matter when they're gone
Recognition that the significance of seasons becomes apparent only in their absence.
I'm not enough
The speaker expresses a sense of inadequacy or insufficiency.
Do you picture me as a fall or spring?
Pondering how the speaker is perceived—associating with the concepts of fall or spring.
Build me up; I've been emptied out
Desire for emotional reconstruction after feeling emotionally drained or hollow.
Sweet release, I need to breathe again
Yearning for relief, a metaphorical breath, and a fresh start.
Is 4800 steps behind the starting line too late to turn back?
Contemplating whether it's too late to reverse a significant distance from the starting point.
Along with both my hands, it seems I've lost a meaning
A realization that the speaker has lost a sense of purpose or direction along with physical loss.
I move in circles
A sense of repetitiveness or stagnation in the speaker's life.
Exit unlearned, mourn me
An acknowledgment of unlearned exits and a plea for mourning when the speaker is gone.
I turned and thirteen years had gone
The swift passage of time, realizing that thirteen years have elapsed without notice.
Cast out half blind, down shed
Feeling rejected or excluded, with impaired vision and a shedding of past experiences.
It's time to break this body in
A determination to overcome challenges and transform the physical self.
Current, whip me breaking in between is and what I know
An intense and turbulent experience, navigating the space between familiarity and uncertainty.
Ocean, crash down 'fore I start to doubt I am all my own
A plea to the ocean to reaffirm individual identity before self-doubt sets in.
Bring me to water, I'll drink 'til the world's gone dark
A metaphorical invitation to immerse in profound experiences until the world fades away.
Sunk to the bottom, the sun hasn't missed me so far
Descent to a low point, possibly representing a metaphorical or emotional bottom.
The distance between my feet and my first step goes on for miles
A contemplation of the vast distance between the present and the initial steps of the journey.
And the second miles more
Highlighting the continued struggle or journey, emphasizing the additional challenges ahead.
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