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Have you wondered what it'd feel like
Expressing curiosity about experiencing life from a different perspective.
If I was someone else
Contemplating the idea of being a different person.
It wouldn't have been the same experience
Believing that the journey would have been different with an alternative identity.
That's what I wanna be
Desiring to become someone specific.
I love who I am
Expressing self-love and acceptance.
And I'm without your reason
Being independent and not influenced by others' opinions.
Why you should sit down and listen
Encouraging others to pay attention to a personal story.
To this story to be told
Highlighting the importance of sharing one's experiences.
When I was around
Reflecting on a period in the speaker's past.
Let's see, around 13 years old
Recalling a specific age (around 13 years old).
I was growing up
Describing the process of maturing.
And I didn't really know
Acknowledging a lack of clarity about the future.
Where I was gonna end up
Expressing uncertainty about life's trajectory.
I was going insane
Describing a challenging and chaotic mental state.
Bringing up kids
Being responsible for raising children despite personal struggles.
Cause I was a bully
Admitting to past bullying behavior.
And I didn't know the best way
Not knowing the best way to address personal issues.
To let myself know
Struggling with self-awareness and understanding.
Till I almost had a panic mode
Experiencing a near-panic situation.
Came my time
Reaching a crucial turning point in life.
I didn't know what to do
Feeling lost and uncertain about the next steps.
I was looking for assistance in my life
Seeking assistance and guidance in life.
I was looking for someone other than my parents
Preferring support from sources other than parents.
Cause I know they wouldn't really understand
Expecting a lack of understanding from parents.
What I'm saying
Expressing difficulty in communicating with parents.
All the times I'd be crying loud and loud
Recalling instances of intense emotional distress.
They'd come in running in
Describing parents' reaction to emotional distress.
They didn't know what to do
Parents being unsure how to handle the emotional situation.
That's why I try to find myself a friend
Seeking understanding from a friend who can relate.
That would only understand what I'm saying
Desiring a friend who understands both words and emotions.
But how I feel as well
Emphasizing the importance of empathy and emotional connection.
That's why it took me so long
Struggling to develop kindness towards others.
To be kind to others
Overcoming personal challenges to become more compassionate.
But now that I'm now much older and wiser
Reflecting on personal growth and wisdom with age.
I feel like I learned so much
Valuing the lessons learned during youth.
When I was much younger
Emphasizing the impact of guidance received while young.
Cause I had someone to guide me
Acknowledging uncertainty during the formative years.
When I was growing up
Expressing gratitude for having someone to provide guidance.
And I didn't know if it was right
Questioning the right path to take in life.
To go that way or the other way
Overcoming doubts and uncertainties.
But now I know I made it to the top
Celebrating personal success and achievements.
I'm following fighting legends
Aspiring to emulate and learn from legendary figures.
I'm always gonna be
Asserting confidence and self-assuredness.
You cannot say nothing cause I don't do much talk
Choosing action over words, emphasizing deeds over talk.
Cause I keep on doing what I know is best
Continuing to pursue what is considered best despite criticism.
And I don't like to argue all of my life
Rejecting prolonged arguments and focusing on personal growth.
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