Lyrics
So close to the edge
Feeling dangerously close to a breaking point.
Just one little shove
Just a small push could trigger a significant reaction.
It's raging inside me 'cause I've had enough
Internal turmoil due to reaching a limit or threshold.
So tell me again just so I can pretend I'm fine
Pretending everything is fine despite the internal struggles.
Let heresy take hold of me
Embracing unconventional or controversial beliefs/actions.
So close to the end
Approaching a definitive end or conclusion.
They're all gonna know
Others will become aware of the inner rage.
The rage that's inside me is starting to show
The internal anger is becoming visible externally.
Suppress it again just so I can pretend I'm fine
Continuing to suppress emotions to maintain a facade.
Yeah the deeper I go
Deeper immersion intensifies anger.
It boils my blood
Anger is reaching a boiling point.
The taste of destruction just won't be enough
The allure of destruction is insufficient to satisfy.
I'm gonna need something more until I'm satisfied
Desire for something more to achieve satisfaction.
I'm letting go
Releasing control or letting go of restraint.
Let heresy take hold of me
Embracing unconventional or controversial beliefs/actions.
I'm letting go
Continuing to release control or let go.
I'm buried in the darkest hole
Being immersed in a profound state of darkness.
I'll let my demons take control
Allowing inner demons to take command.
Heresy take over me
Consciously letting controversial beliefs/actions dominate.
I'm letting go
Continuing to release control or let go.
You back me up against the wall
Feeling cornered or pressured in a difficult situation.
And now it's time to end it all
Deciding it's time to bring everything to an end.
So close to the edge
Feeling dangerously close to a breaking point (repeated).
Just one little shove
Just a small push could trigger a significant reaction (repeated).
It's raging inside me 'cause I've had enough
Internal turmoil due to reaching a limit or threshold (repeated).
So tell me again just so I can pretend I'm fine
Pretending everything is fine despite the internal struggles (repeated).
I'm fine
Reiteration of pretending to be fine.
The taste of destruction just won't be enough
The allure of destruction is insufficient to satisfy (repeated).
I'm gonna need something more
Desire for something more to achieve satisfaction (repeated).
Let heresy take hold of me
Embracing unconventional or controversial beliefs/actions (repeated).
I'm letting go
Continuing to release control or let go (repeated).
I'm buried in the darkest hole
Being immersed in a profound state of darkness (repeated).
I'll let my demons take control
Allowing inner demons to take command (repeated).
Heresy take over me
Consciously letting controversial beliefs/actions dominate (repeated).
I'm letting go
Continuing to release control or let go (repeated).
You back me up against the wall
Feeling cornered or pressured in a difficult situation (repeated).
And now its time to end it all
Deciding it's time to bring everything to an end (repeated).
End it all
Final declaration of ending everything.
End it all
Reiteration of the decision to end everything.
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