This Reckless Life
Navigating the Abyss: Wakeful State's Reflections on a Reckless Journey
Lyrics
Wasting away as I see the distant light fade
Feeling a sense of decline or deterioration while observing a distant hope fading away
And I've got nothing left now but to ask you
Expressing a state of having nothing remaining but to question
"Why did you go outside? You see my room is empty and you're still here!"
Asking why someone left the enclosed space when the speaker's room is vacant but they are still present
My consciousness left my body tonight
Feeling disconnected from oneself or reality, possibly due to an out-of-body experience
To wait in a heavenly lobby so I
Expecting or anticipating entry into a peaceful or heavenly place while waiting
Am almost certain now that I am
Almost certain of wearing the attire or adopting the persona of someone else
Wearing all your clothes!
Feeling as if wearing the clothing or taking on the identity of another
I'll try to avoid the unsuitable attraction
Attempting to resist an inappropriate or unfitting attraction or inclination
Oh, I know this is another fleeting feeling of ecstasy
Recognizing a temporary and fleeting sense of intense happiness or pleasure
I mean I'm not that strong and I'm in too deep!
Feeling emotionally overwhelmed and deeply involved in a situation
Been running around this city too long
Having spent an extensive amount of time in this city, feeling lost or adrift
Forgot about God on my daily walks
Forgetting about spirituality or higher power during routine activities
I'm banging my head against these four walls
Experiencing frustration or distress, metaphorically hitting mental barriers
Metaphorically!
Indicating that the mental struggle is figurative, not literal
I don't know, I don't know
Repetition emphasizing a persistent state of confusion or uncertainty
I don't know, I don't know
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-I want to believe these diversions will fulfill me
-The thoughts now race inside my head
-We stay up late and we close by morning
-I am relearning to connect to you
-My foolishness here is reaching new heights
-A roundabout way of saying I might
-Give up for you what I know is right
-What a heresy!
-I don't know, I don't know
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-Keep checking my phone as if that would solve the problem!
Continuously checking the phone as a futile attempt to solve a problem
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