something i hope you understand before i'm gone
Emotional Journey Through Shadows: Wastedxstasy's Profound Reflections
Lyrics
And i'm still the same
The speaker asserts that despite circumstances, they remain unchanged.
Wouldn't switch up for a thing
They wouldn't betray their principles or identity for any material gain.
He smoke on what
Unclear phrase, possibly referencing someone smoking something.
We take him out by any means
Ready to eliminate any threat to the speaker, emphasizing determination.
Couple demons to the left they try to switch up how i think
Refers to external influences trying to alter the speaker's mindset.
Just know these bullets really hurt im gonna shoot without a beam
Expresses the intensity of emotional pain, suggesting a desire for retaliation.
They tryna diss on me for what
Questions why others criticize the speaker, despite their loyalty and efforts.
And i done held it fucking down but all these hoes ain't give a fuck
The speaker feels unappreciated by certain individuals.
And I done said i'll make it out ain't stressing more about these funds
Expresses determination to succeed despite financial concerns.
But when i do just know it's lit wont make it out of 21
Anticipating success but suggesting potential dangers before turning 21.
Wont make it out of 20 some
Repeats the uncertainty of making it past the age of 20.
21
Reiterates the age 21 and introduces the concept of opposing forces (opps).
20 opps inside the blunt I'm feeling slumped
Describes feeling intoxicated with a significant number of enemies.
On my life i'll get to creeping if they diss on
Ready to take action if faced with disrespect.
40 what
References the number 40, potentially a weapon, continuing the theme of retaliation.
40 some
Repeats the reference to the number 40.
47 in the spot i'm going dumb like
Highlights an intense situation involving the number 47.
But you know that really thugs cry too
Contradicts the stereotypical image of toughness by acknowledging vulnerability.
In the dark when no one's there's want you to really slide through
Expresses a desire for emotional support and someone to be there in tough times.
Find truth tell myself that i'm okay i'll shine through
Reflects on self-assurance and overcoming challenges, especially related to mental health.
But depression is a road that i ain't trying to ride through
Acknowledges the speaker's resistance to going through a path associated with depression.
Keep it on me all these snakes i got to dip
Declares vigilance against deceitful individuals represented as snakes.
When i'm there up at the top don't come around just like i did
Warns against opportunistic behavior from others when the speaker achieves success.
When i was low couldn't find myself alone was feeling lost
Recalls a time of personal struggle and feeling lost, indicating growth and resilience.
But im a spark
Expresses determination and strength, suggesting the speaker will rise above challenges.
Let alone i kept it real like from the start like
Highlights the speaker's commitment to authenticity from the beginning.
Grah bitch gone get to busting
Introduces a character, Grah, and foreshadows aggressive actions.
Type of shit i used to see just as a kid was doing something
Recalls witnessing troubling events in childhood, possibly contributing to the speaker's mindset.
To my mind and too these thoughts on god a demon no discussion
Addresses internal struggles, possibly involving negative thoughts or influences.
Shit i'm dumping and i love it when i see them get to running like go
Expresses satisfaction in causing chaos and observes the reaction of others.
Just tell my momma that i love her
Expresses love and appreciation for the speaker's mother.
Tell my lady that i love her
Extends love to a significant other.
Fuck it tell my pops i love him
Conveys love for the speaker's father, possibly indicating reconciliation or closure.
Cause i'm going shit i'm leaving never coming back again
Declares an impending departure with finality, emphasizing no return.
And one night i had a vision clear as dark i seen the end like fuck
Describes a vision of an inevitable end, expressing frustration or acceptance.
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