Numb the Pain
Coping with Inner Turmoil: Finding Solace in Numbing Pain
Lyrics
Is this what I'm mean't to be?
Questioning if the current state aligns with one's intended purpose or identity.
Is this a game I'm mean't to play?
Questioning if life is meant to be approached as a game.
But it's not the only way
Acknowledging that there are alternative ways to deal with life's challenges.
To cope with everything that comes your way
Suggesting that avoiding pain is a coping mechanism for facing life's difficulties.
I thought that I could be
Expressing a desire to improve or change.
That I could be better
Aspiring to be a better version of oneself.
To hold on to my old self
Desiring to retain the essence of one's former self.
Thought it'd be just one night
Expecting a brief experience but facing prolonged challenges.
But it took forever
Highlighting the extended duration it took to seek assistance or support.
To finally ask for help
Reflecting on the difficulty of asking for help.
Guess the only way is
Suggesting that the only solution is to numb emotional pain.
To numb the pain
Embracing the idea of numbing emotional pain as a coping mechanism.
Not looking at you at all
Avoiding eye contact as a way of detachment.
Can't I just be alone?
Expressing a desire for solitude and isolation.
I could find a way to express myself
Exploring alternative ways to express oneself rather than through isolation.
But I don't have to do it on my own
Emphasizing the importance of not facing challenges alone.
I thought that I could be
Reiterating the desire for personal improvement.
That I could be better
Continuing the aspiration to become a better person.
To hold on to my old self
Desiring to preserve one's original identity.
Thought it'd be just one night
Expecting a brief experience but facing prolonged challenges (repeated).
But it took forever
Highlighting the extended duration it took to seek assistance (repeated).
To finally ask for help
Reflecting on the difficulty of asking for help (repeated).
Guess the only way is
Suggesting that the only solution is to numb emotional pain (repeated).
To numb the pain
Embracing the idea of numbing emotional pain as a coping mechanism (repeated).
Is this what I'm mean't to be?
Repeating the initial question about one's intended purpose or identity.
Is this a game I'm mean't to play?
Repeating the question about whether life is meant to be approached as a game.
I thought that I could be
Reiterating the desire to improve or change.
That I could be better
Continuing the aspiration to become a better person.
To hold on to my old self
Desiring to preserve one's original identity.
Thought it'd be just one night
Expecting a brief experience but facing prolonged challenges (repeated).
But it took forever
Highlighting the extended duration it took to seek assistance (repeated).
To finally ask for help
Reflecting on the difficulty of asking for help (repeated).
I thought that I could be
Reiterating the desire for personal improvement (repeated).
That I could be better
Continuing the aspiration to become a better person (repeated).
To hold on to my old self
Desiring to preserve one's original identity (repeated).
Thought it'd be just one night
Expecting a brief experience but facing prolonged challenges (repeated).
But it took forever
Highlighting the extended duration it took to seek assistance (repeated).
To finally ask for help
Reflecting on the difficulty of asking for help (repeated).
Guess the only way is
Suggesting that the only solution is to numb emotional pain (repeated).
To numb the pain
Embracing the idea of numbing emotional pain as a coping mechanism (repeated).
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