Lyrics
Spent all of 23
Feels like the speaker has spent a significant portion of their life, around the age of 23.
Bathing in gasoline
Metaphorically immersed in danger or risky situations, akin to being surrounded by something highly flammable like gasoline.
Just waiting for a flame
Anticipating a triggering event or circumstance that might set off a destructive chain of events.
To burn my life away
Desiring something catastrophic to bring change or an end to their current life situation.
All my ends are dead again
Feeling emotionally depleted or at the end of various aspects of life.
But fuck my skin is pristine
Despite feeling emotionally drained, the speaker’s physical appearance remains unblemished.
I'm a ring round your throat, I know
The speaker feels like they are a burden or a negative force in someone's life, likening themselves to a constriction or something suffocating.
I'm closing in each time you choke
Expressing a sense of encroachment or tightening around someone's throat, possibly hinting at suffocation or control.
I'm a malignant joke, I know
Recognizing their presence as something harmful or hurtful, comparing themselves to a damaging joke.
Just tell me something I don't know
Asking for new information or insight, possibly feeling stuck in a cycle of repetitive knowledge or experiences.
Spent all of 17
Referencing another stage of life around the age of 17, potentially suggesting a different phase marked by attempts to break away.
Trying to break a scene
Struggling to escape or change a particular situation or environment.
Just when i turn my face
At a moment when the speaker attempted to move on, others desired their continued presence.
They wanted me to stay
Others expected or wanted the speaker to remain where they were, despite their attempt to leave.
All my ends are dead again
Similar to line 5, feeling emotionally drained or depleted in various aspects of life once again.
But fuck my skin is pristine
Despite feeling emotionally drained, the speaker’s physical appearance remains unblemished.
I'm a ring round your throat, I know
Reiterating the feeling of being a constriction or suffocation in someone's life.
I'm closing in each time you choke
Continuing to emphasize the sense of tightening or suffocation around someone's throat.
I'm a malignant joke, I know
Repeating the acknowledgment of being a harmful or hurtful presence, akin to a damaging joke.
Just tell me something I don't know
Requesting new, unfamiliar information or experiences, possibly indicating a desire to break free from repetitive cycles.
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