Lyrics
Yeah it's past 3 am
Feeling restless, it's past 3 am.
I dog ear state and rev
Feeling unsettled, referencing a dog-eared state and revving up.
I should go back to bed
Considering going back to bed but struggling with inner turmoil.
Instead I watch the ceiling spin
Unable to sleep, observing the disorientation of thoughts.
There's too much in my head
Overwhelmed by thoughts, including unmet deadlines.
Dead lines I've never met
Referring to unfulfilled deadlines and the burden of missed opportunities.
Dead friends and dead ends
Mentions of lost connections and failed endeavors.
I lose a year for every sin
Suffering consequences for each mistake, losing time with every sin.
It's all just apart of the regular scheduled programming so go to sleep
Life challenges are part of routine programming, urging to sleep despite difficulties.
Now I'm up with the sun
Awakening with the sun, lacking faith in others.
No faith in anyone
Expressing distrust in the world, feeling targeted.
This god damn world is on the wrong side of this fucking gun
Feeling the world is hostile, using strong language to emphasize the negativity.
The more I scream and shout
Expressing frustration through shouting.
I lose what it's about
Noticing a loss of focus and purpose when expressing anger.
But when I'm doubt burn me
When in doubt or confusion, embracing the idea of self-destruction.
Just burn me out
Accepting the possibility of burning out as a coping mechanism.
Because I'm running out of time I'm Losing my mind
Feeling time slipping away, experiencing mental deterioration.
I just want to leave it all behind
Expressing a desire to escape from everything.
Running out of time
Reiterating the urgency of time running out.
Losing my fucking mind
Intensifying the feeling of losing control over one's mind.
Am I wrong to leave it all behind?
Questioning the morality of leaving everything behind.
When in doubt burn me out
Repeating the theme of burning out as a response to doubt.
Just burn me out
Reiterating the acceptance of burning out as a solution.
Burn me out
Emphasizing the desire to burn out and end the struggle.
And if I catch don't you dare
If caught in a difficult situation, resisting external efforts to help.
Put me out
Rejecting assistance, preferring to endure difficulties.
Put me out
Insisting on facing challenges alone.
It's all just apart of the regular scheduled programming so go to sleep
Repeating the idea of life challenges being part of routine programming, advising to sleep.
Because I'm running out of time I'm losing my mind I just want to leave it all behind Running out of time
Reiterating the urgency of time running out and mental struggles.
Losing my fucking mind
Intensifying the feeling of losing control over one's mind.
Am I wrong to leave it all behind?
Questioning the morality of leaving everything behind, echoing earlier sentiments.
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