Heavy Sun
Navigating Desolation: Seeking Wholeness Amidst Unseen Battles
Lyrics
This awful place is home and
This place, despite its challenges, is my home.
Where I'll remain until I can make myself
I will stay here until I can rebuild myself.
Whole again
The goal is to become complete again.
Without you
I aim to achieve wholeness without you.
I move blindly uncontrolled
I navigate my life without clear direction.
You know that we know there's no hope
It's acknowledged that there's no optimism or expectation.
There's nothing here for you
There's nothing beneficial here for you.
There's nothing here for you
Reiteration that there's nothing for you in this place.
There's nothing here for you
Emphasizing the absence of anything meaningful.
There's nothing here for you
Repeating the lack of purpose or value.
Can you stay if it's pain
Questioning if enduring pain is acceptable.
I won't say a thing
I choose to remain silent in response.
Talk with guns drawn
Communication is hostile, possibly involving conflict.
Never learn but why
Failure to learn from experience, questioning why.
Whispered incisions
Secret, subtle wounds or divisions revealed.
Time on time
The repetition of incidents over time.
Cutting words
Words that hurt and damage relationships.
Delete reasons
Removing justifications or explanations.
Show me no faith
A plea to not show false loyalty or trust.
Nothing to believe in
Expressing a lack of convictions or beliefs.
Can you stay if it's pain
Asking if enduring pain is acceptable, repeated.
I won't say a thing
Choosing silence in response, repeated.
And when the smoke clears
After conflict subsides, revealing the aftermath.
All the weapons
All the instruments of conflict laid out.
Splayed on the ground
Spread on the ground, no longer in use.
Not around
Absence of these instruments around.
Found in fear
Discovered in a state of fear or apprehension.
Olive branch out
An offering of peace or reconciliation.
There is no love for us
No love is present for us.
All along couldn't be trusted
Throughout, trust was elusive or unattainable.
Can you stay if it's pain
Reiteration of the question about enduring pain.
I won't say a thing
Continued choice of silence in response.
And when the smoke clears
Revisiting the aftermath when conflict dissipates.
All the weapons
Reviewing the discarded tools of conflict.
Splayed on the ground
Tools on the ground, no longer in use.
Not around
The absence of these tools around.
Found in fear
Discovered in a state of fear or apprehension, repeated.
Olive branch out
Extending an offer of peace or reconciliation, repeated.
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