Bother
Embracing Shadows: Unveiling the Depths of Despair
Lyrics
I'm not running from this anymore
I am no longer avoiding or evading this situation.
But I don't know how to call it
I don't know how to define or label it.
These vacancies are empty dreams
These opportunities or positions are unfulfilled aspirations.
And now I can't go home
Now I cannot return to my place of comfort or origin.
We're at the end and I remember
We have reached the conclusion, and I recall.
At the end, I must forget
At the conclusion, I need to erase from memory.
The words you said when you were trying
The words you spoke when you were attempting.
Trying not to cave in (I'm not singing this anymore)
Attempting not to succumb (I'm no longer expressing this).
Not to cave in (I'm not singing this anymore)
Not to succumb (I'm no longer expressing this).
Now I must go home
Now I must return to my place of comfort or origin.
I'm not someone to bother with
I'm not a person to trouble or annoy.
I'm not the answer to all that you are
I am not the solution to everything you are.
All that you are
Everything you are.
Destructive state in all my patterns
A destructive condition in all my habits.
And now I cave in to this war
And now I yield to this conflict.
The loss of state in my delusion caused
The loss of stability in my false belief caused.
It caused this break
It caused this rupture.
And now I stay away
And now I keep my distance.
I'm not someone to bother with
I'm not a person to trouble or annoy.
I'm not the answer to all that you want
I am not the solution to everything you desire.
All that you want
Everything you desire.
I'm not a mirror to cherish
I am not a reflection to be cherished.
I'm not worth being part of your home
I am not worthy of being part of your home.
Part of your home
Part of your home.
When this is over how much will the damage be
When this concludes, what will the extent of the damage be?
When I'm not around
When I am absent.
When this is over how much will you think of me
When this concludes, how much will you think of me?
Will I be the memory that you want
Will I be the memory that you desire?
All along
All along.
All along we found it
All along, we discovered it.
Hard to breathe it in again
Difficult to inhale it once more.
Hard to breathe it in
Difficult to inhale it.
I'm not someone to bother with
I'm not a person to trouble or annoy.
I'm not the answer to all that you are
I am not the solution to everything you are.
If I stopped running from you would I find
If I stopped avoiding you, would I discover that I'm simply absent?
That I'm just gone
That I have disappeared.
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