Lyrics
I can't see the difference
I struggle to discern the distinction
Between love and hate
Between feelings of love and hate
But for the last year it hurts the same
Despite the passage of the last year, the emotional pain persists
I could barely see the reason why I am here
I find it challenging to see my purpose for being here
I'm stuck in the abyss
I feel trapped in a state of emptiness
I'm stuck with my fears
My anxieties and insecurities are inescapable
Getting drunk by the cocktail of emotions
Engaging in a mix of intense emotions through intoxication
Young hopeless soul, try to fight my devotion
A youthful and despairing spirit, struggling against my deep commitment
I gave you my all
I devoted everything to you
End up blurred in slow motion
Yet, the outcome is unclear, obscured by a slow-motion blur
Your game is over i won't let you play me no
Declaring the end of your manipulative game, refusing to be played
More, I'm not a toy, yeah
I am not a mere object; let's transform our roles
Lets change our roles
Suggesting a shift in dynamics or power
Now I am a gamer, you're undеr control
Identifying oneself as a gamer now in control
Your game is over i won't let you play mе no
Reiterating the rejection of being manipulated or toyed with
More, I'm not a toy, yeah
Asserting independence and refusing to be treated as a plaything
Lets change our roles
Proposing a change in the dynamics of the relationship
Now I am a gamer, you're under control
Embracing the role of a gamer in control
Your game is over i won't let you play me no
Repeating the declaration of the end of the manipulative game
More, I'm not a toy, yeah
Reiterating the refusal to be treated as a mere toy
Lets change our roles
Emphasizing the desire for a shift in roles
Now I am a gamer, you're under control
Affirming the newfound role as a gamer with control
Your game is over i won't let you play me no
Stating once again the end of the manipulative game
More, I'm not a toy, yeah
Asserting autonomy and rejecting the role of a toy
Lets change our roles
Encouraging a transformation in the dynamics of the relationship
Now I am a gamer, you're under control
Affirming the new role as a gamer with control
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