Lyrics
I sip 40's until the morning
I consume 40-ounce drinks until the morning
Can't speak English
Unable to articulate in English
All my styles fire
All my artistic expressions are intense and powerful
Can't extinguish
These intense styles cannot be easily subdued
Take the red pill or the blue
Faced with a choice between two options, symbolized by red and blue
Can't distinguish
Unable to differentiate between the choices
So I took them both and now I'm spinning
I decided to take both pills, resulting in disorientation
On the come down seeing shadow people
Experiencing the aftermath, seeing hallucinations of shadowy figures
Swear I'm hearing voices
Perceiving voices that I believe to be malevolent
Know they're evil
Acknowledging the negativity of these perceived voices
Now my songs at the top
My songs have gained popularity, reaching the top
Like a steeple
Comparing the success to a steeple, a tall structure
She said I'm the shit, Boy I'm fecal
A woman complimenting me, but I feel inferior
These drugs got a hand up on my neck
Drugs have a grip on me, influencing my actions
Watch me bleed out for a check
I endure pain and suffering for financial gain
Hit the plug for the green enhanced effects
Contacting the drug dealer for potent substances
Live in a swamp like my name's Shrek
Living in a challenging environment, like the character Shrek
Not in control of mind
Lack of control over my thoughts
Feeling high from the weed I grind
Feeling euphoric from the marijuana I cultivate
Burn my soul so I'm fine
My soul is burned but I consider it acceptable
Endless scroll what did I find
Endlessly scrolling, discovering unexpected things
I sip 40's until the morning
Repetition of the earlier action of consuming 40-ounce drinks
Can't speak English
Still unable to communicate effectively in English
All my styles fire
Reiteration of the intensity of my artistic styles
Can't extinguish
Reaffirmation that these intense styles are hard to extinguish
Take the red pill or the blue
Repeating the choice between the red and blue pills
Can't distinguish
Continued confusion in distinguishing between the options
So I took them both and now I'm spinning
Reiteration of taking both pills, leading to disorientation
Still this don't fill the hole in my empty chest
Despite success, there is an emotional void in my chest
Working every night no I never rest
Engaged in constant work without rest
Too high, spoke to god he gave me a quest
Experiencing a heightened state, received a divine mission
Got to reach the top like it's Everest
Driven to achieve success, likened to climbing Everest
I could sit here
Contemplating the option to seek help
And just act like I do not need help
Acknowledging the internal struggle and challenging situation
Boy I'm fighting this is hell
The external appearance doesn't reveal the inner turmoil
From the outside couldn't tell
Compulsive behavior of overeating until physical pain
Eating until my stomach hurt
Mentally distressing myself by burying my head in the dirt
Drilling my head in the dirt
Recognizing the possibility of fixing the situation
I could fix this
However, acknowledging the immediate need for a substance
But I'm going to need my fix first
The necessity of satisfying the addiction before addressing issues
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