dark castle, big clouds

I am emotionally resilient, not allowing myself to fall or be affected, as I stand on my heart metaphorically.

Repetition of the idea that emotional strength prevents a fall, emphasizing the resilience mentioned in the first line.

Despite challenges or sadness, tears won't flow, indicating emotional control or suppression.

Reference to a change in emotions or experiences, with colors dropping and life being tainted.

Reiteration of emotional resilience, standing firm on one's heart to avoid falling.

Continuation of the theme of emotional strength, emphasizing the refusal to fall.

Despite potential emotional challenges, tears won't fall, maintaining emotional composure.

Expression of a tainted or negatively influenced life, possibly through experiences or decisions.

A statement indicating a lack of communication or attention from others.

Feeling alone during the night, emphasizing solitude.

After everything or considering the situation.

An urging to work persistently throughout the night.

Indifference to others' opinions or judgments about one's energy.

Aspiring to reach the stratosphere and escape into a personal fantasy world.

Hoping for better and brighter days, seeking positivity.

References to Yves Klein and Rai Gun, possibly alluding to artistic influences or inspirations.

Making swift and decisive moves, possibly in pursuit of goals.

Reference to a switchblade in bed, suggesting a mix of danger or aggression with rest.

Going to sleep, possibly indicating a resolution or acceptance of circumstances.

Observing dark clouds in the sky, symbolizing challenges or difficulties, and seeing a castle, possibly a metaphor for aspirations or goals.

Reiteration of emotional resilience, standing on one's heart to avoid falling, now with the addition of "big hearts."

Similar to line 23, emphasizing the theme of emotional strength with the mention of "small worlds."

Despite potential challenges, tears won't fall, and the mention of a "rainbow" introduces a contrasting element of hope or positivity.

Repetition of the idea that life is tainted, possibly emphasizing the negative influences.

Continuation of emotional strength theme with the addition of "big hearts."

Emphasizing emotional resilience with the mention of "small worlds."

Despite challenges, tears won't fall, and the mention of "wipe it, wipe it" may suggest a deliberate effort to brush off negativity.

Reiteration of a tainted life, possibly with a rainbow symbolizing hope amidst challenges.

Living life at full speed without dreams, acknowledging a lack of artistic aspirations like Picasso.

Commitment to real accomplishments, expressed by the intention to buy a castle with earned success.

Reiteration of living without dreams, emphasizing a practical and realistic approach.

Commitment to real achievements, expressed by the intention to buy a castle with earned success, mirroring line 33.