Lyrics
Life is tough life is stupid life is worthless
Expressing a negative perspective on life, describing it as tough, stupid, and worthless.
Try my hardest but I fall I can't work this
Struggling despite putting in maximum effort, facing difficulties that seem insurmountable.
Just a kid with some dreams yea I'm working
Acknowledging youth and ambition, working towards dreams despite challenges.
Every night I break my back what's the purpose
Feeling the strain of hard work every night and questioning its purpose.
Everyday I'm living off a bean and I can't wake up
Living in a state of exhaustion, possibly due to a challenging lifestyle or circumstances.
Lost my younger self I real done just gave up
Reflecting on losing one's innocence and giving up on youthful dreams.
Running from my problems yeah I'm just smoking on this paper
Using substances, like smoking, as a way to escape or cope with problems.
Mama told me that I need to find my savior
Receiving advice from the mother to find a savior, possibly seeking guidance or purpose.
Save me save me help me
Desperate plea for help and salvation.
I know I know I need
Acknowledging the need for assistance or a solution.
Some way to find my peace
Expressing the desire to find inner peace amid struggles.
I hurt I hurt I bleed
Conveying emotional pain, physical hurt, and bleeding metaphorically or literally.
Started when I was younger
Indicating that the challenges began in youth.
Screaming I felt it all
Recalling intense emotions, possibly related to past trauma or struggles.
Hidden behind a cover
Suggesting a hidden, vulnerable self protected by a facade or cover.
Why did you let me fall
Questioning why the speaker was allowed to experience a fall or failure.
Thinking I feel to deep
Expressing a sense of being too deeply affected by thoughts or emotions.
Hating the older me
Harboring dislike or resentment towards the older version of oneself.
Wishing that I was free
Wishing for freedom from the struggles and challenges.
No feeling reality
Feeling emotionally numb or detached from reality.
Everyday's bad day
Expressing the recurring theme of each day being a bad day.
Failed my test got bad grades
Listing academic failures and receiving negative feedback from a teacher.
Teacher wrote a note and even put a lil sad face
Describing the teacher's disapproval with a note and a sad face.
Told me she don't like me couldn't say it nicely
Encountering negativity from others, possibly impacting self-esteem.
Laughing in my face don't give a fuck I'm in a bad dream
Defiantly facing challenges, even in the face of mockery.
And I can't take this anymore
Expressing a breaking point and an inability to endure the current situation.
Everyday's a living war
Portraying life as a constant struggle or battle.
Everyday I'm living off a bean and I can't wake up
Reiteration of living in a challenging state, relying on substances.
Lost my younger self I real done just gave up
Repeating the idea of losing one's younger self and giving up.
Running from my problems yeah I'm just smoking on this paper
Continuing to use substances to cope with problems.
Mama told me that I need to find my savior
Recalling advice from the mother to find a savior for guidance.
Save me save me help me
Repetition of the desperate plea for help and salvation.
I know I know I need
Reiterating the awareness of the need for assistance or a solution.
Some way to find my peace
Emphasizing the ongoing search for inner peace amid struggles.
I hurt I hurt I bleed
Repeating the expression of emotional pain, physical hurt, and bleeding.
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