Lyrics
I got 60 years to make it all happen
The speaker reflects on having 60 years to achieve life goals.
And I can't even pay electricity bills
Financial struggles are hindering the ability to pay electricity bills.
Got another 10 years to feel young again
There's a desire to regain a sense of youth within the next 10 years.
So I'm sleeping around and I'm swallowing pills
The speaker engages in self-destructive behaviors, such as promiscuity and drug use, to cope.
My head is a mess
The speaker expresses mental turmoil and confusion.
My head is a mess
-I watch cars go by on the motorway station
Observation of life passing by, both on a motorway and through recorded experiences.
I watch life go by on a videotape
-Spent a night in the woods to find direction
The speaker spent time in nature seeking direction but remains uncertain about the future.
But I don't know where to go
-I don't know where to go oh oh
Emphasizes the uncertainty and lack of direction in the speaker's life.
The mall closed down and my friends all left
The speaker's social circle diminishes, and self-loathing intensifies.
The pine trees sway and I hate myself
-Keep dreaming of the apocalypse
The speaker dreams of apocalyptic scenarios, possibly reflecting inner fears.
The internet says it means I'm scared
Reference to online interpretations of dreams as a source of anxiety.
My head is a mess
Reiteration of mental distress.
I watch cars go by on the motorway station
Continued observation of life, this time emphasizing the disconnect through a videotape.
I watch life go by on a videotape
-Spent a night in the woods to find direction
Despite the night in the woods, the speaker remains lost and unsure.
But I don't know where to go
-I don't know where to go oh oh
Reiterates the speaker's uncertainty about their future path.
And maybe it's all in my head, all in my head, all in my head
Suggests that the speaker questions whether their struggles exist only in their mind.
I'll never be anyone
The speaker expresses a belief that they will never achieve significance.
And I'll never be anywhere but here
Emphasizes a sense of being stuck or confined to the current situation.
Oh, maybe it's all in my head, all in my head, all in my head
Similar to line 22, implying doubts about the validity of the speaker's struggles.
I'll never be anyone
Reiterates the belief that the speaker won't achieve importance or recognition.
And I'll never be anywhere but here
Repeats the idea of being confined to the present location or situation.
I watch cars go by on the motorway station
Continued observation of life, suggesting a passive role in one's own existence.
I watch life go by on a videotape
-Spent a night in the woods to find direction
Despite seeking direction in nature, the speaker remains lost.
But I don't know where to go
-I don't know where to go oh oh
Reiterates the uncertainty about the future path.
Maybe it's all in my head, all in my head, all in my head
Similar to lines 22 and 25, questioning the reality of the speaker's struggles.
I'll never be anyone
Reiterates the belief that the speaker won't achieve significance or identity.
And I'll never be anywhere but here
Repeats the idea of being confined to the present location or situation.
Oh, maybe it's all in my head, all in my head, all in my head
Similar to lines 22 and 25, suggesting doubts about the validity of the speaker's struggles.
I'll never be anyone
Reiterates the belief that the speaker won't achieve importance or recognition.
And I'll never be anywhere but here
Final repetition of feeling stuck and lacking a sense of direction or purpose.
I'll never be anywhere but here
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