Lyrics
I want to breath, I cannot breath
The desire to breathe contrasts with the difficulty in doing so, suggesting a struggle or constraint in life.
I penned a couple melodies
The artist mentions creating several musical compositions.
I wrote one in a minor key
A specific composition is highlighted, characterized by a minor key, often associated with melancholy or sadness.
I couldn't help but make another
An impulsive creation of another tune, perhaps driven by emotions or experiences.
Stupid sad sounding tune
The artist describes the newly made tune as sounding foolish and sad.
And maybe when i'm happy
Expresses the hope that happiness will lead to the creation of a better song for someone special.
I could write a better song for you
An acknowledgment that writing a better song becomes challenging as time passes.
But everyday it gets a little harder to do
Describes the increasing difficulty in the creative process as days go by.
I used to keep my room in check
Reflects on a past habit of maintaining order in the artist's room for social gatherings.
So all my friends could make a mess
Friends would intentionally make a mess, relying on the artist to clean up afterward.
And wait til they got up and left
Detailing the routine of cleaning up after friends leave, preparing for the next gathering.
To clean it for the next event
Despite the efforts, the anticipated future events never materialized.
That never came again
Emphasizes the absence of subsequent events or gatherings.
Piles of cans
Refers to accumulating empty cans, symbolizing the aftermath of social interactions.
That never seem to have an end
The perpetual nature of the piles of cans, indicating a continuous cycle.
I guess I took for granted
The artist realizes they took for granted the time and effort friends invested in them.
All the time they spent on me
A recognition of the unintentional impact on others, acknowledging a sense of brokenness.
I never meant to be broken
Expresses the original intent to open up emotionally rather than cause harm.
I only wanted to open up
Conveys the unintended effect of causing emotional distress to others.
I guess I made you feel broken too
Acknowledges the distancing of loved ones as a result of the artist's actions.
Now I pushed all the ones I love
Expresses regret for pushing away those who were once close.
Away
Describes the emotional state of pushing loved ones away, potentially due to personal struggles.
And maybe when I'm happy
Reiterates the hope for future happiness and the possibility of reconnecting with friends.
We could hang out like we used to do
Envisions a return to the past camaraderie when happiness is restored.
But everyday it gets a little harder
Highlights the ongoing challenge of reconnecting as time passes.
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