Lyrics
Friday, I'm upset
Expressing feeling upset on a Friday.
And hurt from the same things again
Feeling hurt repeatedly by the same things.
I notice the number
Noticing a specific number and questioning if something has just ended.
And wonder, "Did this just end?"
Reflecting on the possibility of a recent ending.
Drive my car, pull into the circle
Driving and entering a circle, feeling a sense of control in life.
Life feels nice, I'm under control
Experiencing a positive moment in life while inside the circle.
Guess you never know 'til it happens
Reflecting on the unpredictable nature of life events.
Guess I should've ignored your message
Regretting not ignoring a message.
Start my car, pull out of the circle
Leaving the circle, facing challenges, and moving forward.
Face the wind to keep both my lungs full
Confronting challenges with resilience and facing the elements.
Finally I'm here, now that I'm home
Feeling a sense of accomplishment upon reaching home.
Drink until I start turning purple
Using alcohol as a coping mechanism.
Oh boy I'm at it again
Acknowledging a repetitive pattern of behavior.
I'm sorry to all my friends
Apologizing to friends for withdrawing emotionally.
That I've shut down, shut down, shut down
Emphasizing the act of emotionally shutting down.
Shut down, shut down, shut down
Reiterating the theme of emotional withdrawal.
I should be good next week
Expressing hope for improvement in the upcoming week.
I'll get new things to think
Anticipating new thoughts and perspectives in the future.
And I'll think, think, think, think, think aloud
Emphasizing the process of deep introspection and contemplation.
Think, think, think, think, think aloud
Repeating the theme of introspection and thinking aloud.
Until there's something left to laugh about
Desiring to find joy or humor amidst life's challenges.
Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha
Expressing laughter as a symbol of finding joy.
Until there's something left to laugh about
Reiterating the search for something humorous or joyful.
Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha
Emphasizing laughter as a positive outcome of the search.
Friday once again
Returning to the initial feeling of upset on another Friday.
I'm better I'm doing fine
Claiming improvement and stability despite past challenges.
Memories of when our
Reflecting on memories when life provided a sense of refuge.
Life was a place to hide
Recalling a time when life felt secure and protected.
Have fun, I wish you well, goodbye
Wishing well to others and bidding farewell.
I hope you're happy all the time
Expressing a sincere hope for the continuous happiness of others.
Don't worry about me, I'm just fine
Assuring others of personal well-being despite challenges.
I'll find another meaning
Expressing the intention to find a new purpose or significance in life.
Another meaning to life
Continuing the search for meaning and purpose in life.
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