Hungover
Embracing Chaos: Wiley Beckett's Hungover JourneyLyrics
I put my face on backwards, I do my hair just right
I present a false appearance, and I carefully style my hair.
I stumble through the bathroom door, I trip and tie my shoes too tight
I enter the bathroom clumsily, and I tie my shoes too tightly, causing discomfort.
I'm coming up to breathe, I'm going out for air
I am seeking a moment to relax or take a break, escaping for some fresh air.
It's not that I have a disease, it's really just that I don't care
My indifference is not due to a medical condition; it's simply that I lack concern.
I'm looking over my shoulder, having it out with the world
I'm reflecting on my life, having a confrontation with the world.
Guess we weren't meant for each other, guess she's not my kind of girl
It seems we are not compatible, and she is not the right match for me.
I left my phone at the movies, I left my socks in the drawer
I've forgotten my phone at the movies and left various items in different places.
I left my hope in the sheets, I just don't care anymore
My optimism or aspirations are abandoned; I've lost interest.
Head in the clouds, chat with the birds
I'm daydreaming, disconnected from reality, engaging in light-hearted conversations with birds.
Now I have a crowd, but I don't have the words
I have an audience, but I struggle to find the right words to express myself.
Face to the breeze, weak at the knees
I'm facing the wind, feeling physically and emotionally vulnerable.
Dreaming is easy but I can't go back to sleep
Dreaming is effortless, but I'm unable to return to sleep, possibly haunted by thoughts.
I was sober at midnight, I was drinking by noon
I was sober at midnight but started drinking early in the day.
There's a tone in my ears, but I still can't find a tune
Despite the persistent ringing in my ears, I can't find a musical harmony.
I broke my back on vodka, I cut my teeth on gin
Excessive alcohol consumption has taken a toll on my well-being.
I need a glass of water, can't believe how long it's been
I need hydration, realizing the duration of my alcohol-induced state.
Head in the clouds, chat with the birds
Similar to line 9, a repetition emphasizing my disconnected state in the midst of attention.
Now I have a crowd, but I don't have the words
Reiterating the struggle to articulate thoughts despite having an audience.
Face to the breeze, weak at the knees
Repeating the vulnerability, feeling weak in both body and spirit.
Dreaming is easy but I can't go back to sleep
Similar to line 12, expressing the ease of dreaming but the difficulty in finding peace.
Oh, oh oh, oh, oh
Repetition of a vocal expression, possibly indicating pain or struggle.
Oh, oh, oh, oh oh
Repetition of an expression of pain or struggle.
Today is not to be, no I can't find the words to speak
Today is challenging, and I'm unable to find the right words to communicate.
I bet it hurts to look at me, I bet it hurts to look at me
Others may find it painful or challenging to look at me.
Last night is when I peaked, like Jesus Christ, I'm obsolete
Last night was a peak moment, but now I feel outdated, possibly a reference to regret.
I bet it hurts to look at me, I bet it hurts to look at me
People might find it distressing or challenging to look at me.
Today is not to be, no I can't find the words to speak
Similar to line 23, expressing difficulty in finding words to communicate.
I bet it hurts to look at me, I bet it hurts to look at me
Repeated expression of potential discomfort or pain in looking at the speaker.
Last night is when I peaked, like Jesus Christ, I'm obsolete
Recalling a peak moment but feeling obsolete, possibly indicating a sense of loss or decline.
I bet it hurts to look at me, I bet it hurts to look at me
Reiteration of the potential distress or challenge in looking at the speaker.
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