Lyrics
I'm not sure what I wanna do right now
I am uncertain about my current course of action.
My AirPods are dead and my head is loud
My AirPods are out of battery, and my thoughts are overwhelming.
Something needs to fill this sound
There is a void that needs to be filled with something.
To fill this sound
Reiteration of the need to fill the emptiness with sound.
I'm not sure what I wanna do right now
Expressing uncertainty about current actions, repeated from line 1.
My AirPods are dead and my head is loud
Repeating the state of dead AirPods and a noisy mind.
Something needs to fill this sound
Highlighting the urgency to find something to replace the silence.
To fill this sound
Reiteration of the need to fill the emptiness with sound.
I can't believe I thought things would get better
Expressing disbelief about the anticipated improvement in circumstances.
I lied to myself when I ripped up your letters
Acknowledging self-deception when discarding letters, possibly from a past relationship.
I've found a new life but now I have to leave
Discovering a new chapter in life but facing the necessity to depart.
Is this new life going to fade from my memory
Questioning the longevity of the newfound life in memory.
I've lost my self inside of all of this clutter
Feeling lost amid personal chaos and disorder.
The thought of being alone again makes me shudder
The idea of solitude again is unsettling and frightening.
I don't wanna forget about my old life
Expressing a reluctance to forget the past.
But to make it easier I have to say goodbye
Accepting the necessity of saying goodbye for an easier transition.
Is it possible to stay here in this state
Contemplating the possibility of remaining in the current emotional state.
No reason to change I'm in love with this phase
Expressing contentment with the present phase and no desire for change.
It's been a constant for too long to let go
Recognizing the prolonged consistency that is difficult to release.
And I don't want to leave you all alone
Not wanting to abandon others by leaving.
Everything will Fall Apart in that moment
Anticipating a moment of disintegration or collapse.
I'm not ready to leave if you haven't noticed
Expressing unreadiness to depart, seeking acknowledgment.
But until then I'll try not to lose it
Committing to maintaining composure until the anticipated moment.
But until then I'll just fall into the music
Choosing to immerse oneself in music until the inevitable departure.
I'm not sure what I wanna do right now
Reiterating uncertainty about current actions, echoing line 1.
My AirPods are dead and my head is loud
Repeating the state of dead AirPods and a noisy mind.
Something needs to fill this sound
Stressing the need to find something to replace the silence.
To fill this sound
Reiteration of the need to fill the emptiness with sound.
I'm not sure what I wanna do right now
Expressing uncertainty about current actions, repeated from line 1.
My AirPods are dead and my head is loud
Repeating the state of dead AirPods and a noisy mind.
Something needs to fill this sound
Highlighting the urgency to find something to replace the silence.
To fill this sound
Reiteration of the need to fill the emptiness with sound.
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