First Days of June
Embracing Scars: Navigating Loss and Healing in the First Days of June
Lyrics
Don't you think it's strange
Reflecting on the oddness of the current situation
That everything has changed
Acknowledging a significant transformation
So much that I barely recognize myself
Feeling a loss of self-identity amidst the changes
But the memories remain
Despite changes, holding onto memories
And I hope it's safe to say
Expressing a hopeful sentiment
That we all found our ways
Believing that everyone has found their paths
The first days of June are always the hardest
Highlighting the difficulty of early June
Flashbacks to hospital rooms
Recalling moments in hospital rooms
When the weight of the world was up on my shoulders,
Describing a time of intense pressure and responsibility
The one that I needed was you
Expressing a need for a specific person during challenging times
You were too young to go
Addressing the premature departure of someone
Little did I know,
Realizing a lack of understanding at the time
I was too young to understand
Acknowledging youth and insufficient comprehension
That wounds turn into scars in the end
Recognizing that wounds transform into lasting scars
Last night I had this dream
Narrating a dream featuring a significant person
In which you appeared so clear
Describing the clarity of the dream
So vivid, that I woke up with a smile
Experiencing joy upon waking from the dream
When I looked you in the eye I could finally say goodbye
Achieving closure by saying goodbye in the dream
A chance I never had before
Embracing a newfound opportunity for closure
The first days of June are always the hardest
Reiterating the difficulty of early June
Flashbacks to hospital rooms
Recalling hospital room flashbacks
When the weight of the world was up on my shoulders,
Reflecting on past burdens and responsibilities
The one that I needed was you
Expressing a specific person as a source of support
You were too young to go
Addressing the untimely departure of someone
Little did I know,
Acknowledging a lack of awareness at the time
I was too young to understand
Recognizing youth and insufficient comprehension
That wounds turn into scars in the end
Emphasizing the transformative nature of wounds into scars
To find your shoes where you took them off
Noting the impact of finding personal items
Really messed with me, it broke my heart
Expressing emotional distress and heartbreak
The smallest things can definitely hurt the most
Highlighting the emotional weight of small things
Still have your contact in my phone, dad
Mentioning a persistent contact in memory
Mom didn't change a thing at home yet
Indicating a lack of change in the home environment
Because we can never really let you go
Conveying the difficulty of letting go of someone
The first days of June are always the hardest
Reiterating the challenge of early June
Flashbacks to hospital rooms
Recalling hospital room memories again
When the weight of the world was up on my shoulders,
Reflecting on the weight of past burdens
The one that I needed was you
Expressing a need for a specific person during challenges
You were too young to go
Addressing the premature departure of someone
Little did I know,
Realizing a lack of understanding at the time
I was too young to understand
Acknowledging youth and insufficient comprehension
Even the deepest wounds turn into scars in the end
Emphasizing the eventual healing of deep emotional wounds
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