Scars
Embracing Darkness: A Journey Through Insecurity and LossLyrics
In this place of insecurity
In a state of insecurity
Deception slowly creeps inside of my mind
Deception is gradually entering my thoughts
Where we only had each other
Where we once relied solely on each other
Your embrace was my only solace
Your embrace provided comfort and support
You were my only shelter when I was scared
You were my refuge when fear struck
You were the light that dwelled inside the darkness
You represented hope within the darkness
You were my everything I needed to survive
You were my essential survival factor
In this world of corruption
In a world tainted by corruption
But now you're gone
You are no longer present
Drowning in the pool of doubt
Overwhelmed by uncertainty and disbelief
Strangled by the thoughts within your mind
Struggling with inner turmoil
Sinking deeper and deeper inside the prison in my head
Descending into the depths of mental confinement
Can you reach my hand?
Can you accept my help?
I keep trying to save you
Despite challenges, I persist in trying to rescue you
But you shove me away
You resist my attempts to assist
You pushed me away again
You push me away again
I keep trying to save you again and again
Continuing efforts to save you despite rejection
Sorrow chains the frailest of hearts
Sorrow burdens even the most fragile hearts
As it beats you down on your knees
Beating down on you, forcing submission
It's hard to see the sunlight through the shadows of uncertainty
Seeing light becomes challenging amid uncertainty
Where pain becomes the only sanctuary
Pain dominates as the sole refuge
It's hard to feel prosperity
Prosperity is difficult to perceive
When all your thoughts betray conformity
Thoughts deviate from the norm, betraying conformity
I keep trying to save you
Despite obstacles, persisting in rescue attempts
But you shove me away
You resist my efforts to save you
You pushed me away again
You push me away again
I keep trying to save you, save you
Continuing attempts to save you despite resistance
You won't let me see the scars
You conceal your emotional wounds
I keep trying to save you again and again
Persisting in efforts to save you despite challenges
Why do I even care?
Questioning the significance of caring
This is not a game
Emphasizing the seriousness of the situation
You just look the other fucking way
Ignoring the gravity of the circumstance
You never let me see the scars
Concealing emotional scars from view
How can I save you
How can I help when denied access to your struggles?
When you won't even let me inside, inside your mind?
Expressing the difficulty of aiding when kept outside the mind
Why do I even fucking care?
Questioning the emotional investment in the situation
I don't care, I don't care
Declaring emotional detachment
When you won't even save yourself
Resigned when one refuses self-help
I keep trying to save you
Persisting in efforts to save you despite rejection
But you shove me away
You resist my efforts to save you
You pushed me away again
You push me away again
I keep trying to save you again and again
Continuing attempts to save you despite resistance
But you shoved me away
You reject my assistance
You pushed me away
You push me away again
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