I Did a Lot of Dumb Shit

Journey of Redemption: Reflections on Mistakes and Love
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I did a lot of dumb shit when I was younger

I engaged in foolish behavior when I was younger.

I didn't think it was so dumb

I didn't realize the foolishness of my actions at that time.

I hurt a lot of people when I was younger

I caused harm to many people during my youth.

And I still remember every one of them

I vividly recall each instance of the harm I caused.


I used to do a lot of drugs and drinking

I used to indulge in substance abuse and excessive drinking.

Well, I still do, just not so much

Although I still engage, it is not as frequent as before.

I used to run away from all my problems

I used to avoid facing my problems by running away.

I thought I could use this as my crutch, I guess

I believed I could rely on these behaviors as coping mechanisms.


An old friend died when I was younger

I experienced the death of an old friend during my youth.

He didn't deserve to, but he did

His death was undeserved but had a profound impact on me.

Ironically, that led me to God

Ironically, this event led me to a connection with God.

And I'm alright right here with him, I guess

I find comfort and acceptance in my relationship with God.


Then I moved up to Pennsylvania

I relocated to Pennsylvania during a certain phase of my life.

And met this girl I'll call "My Wife"

I encountered a significant person, referred to as "My Wife."

Well, we ran as far away as we could

We made an effort to distance ourselves from past troubles.

And built this thing we'll call "Our Life" for now

We created a life together, temporarily labeled as "Our Life."


And I pray that she's still right here beside me

I express a hope that my wife remains by my side despite challenges.

Even as I fall apart

Even as I face difficulties, I desire her presence.

Like my mother did before me

I acknowledge parallels between my struggles and those of my mother.

Fragile mind and fragile heart (fragile mind and fragile heart)

I recognize the fragility of both my mind and heart.

Fragile mind and fragile heart (fragile mind and fragile heart)

(Repetition of the acknowledgment of a fragile mind and heart)

Fragile mind and fragile heart (fragile mind and fragile heart)

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Fragile mind and fragile heart (fragile mind and fragile heart)

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