Lyrics
I've been sitting here so long
I have been sitting for a long time.
Thinking of what to do
Contemplating what actions to take.
I'm so fucking bored
Expressing extreme boredom.
I've got nothing else to do
Having no other activities to engage in.
My grades suck in school, no job I'm a fool
Academic performance is poor, and unemployed, feeling foolish.
I don't know what to say
Unable to find words to express the situation.
Cause it feels like I'm running away
Feeling like escaping or avoiding responsibilities.
Seems like my parents hate me
Perceiving parental disapproval.
Always calling me the lazy
Parents consistently labeling as lazy.
I don't know what to say
Speechless due to the sense of escapism.
Cause it feels like I'm running away now
Continuing the theme of feeling like running away.
On my way to redemption
Embarking on a journey of self-improvement.
All my time has passed me by
Feeling that time has passed without achieving much.
I don't know where I should be
Uncertain about one's life direction.
But I know that I'm doing fine
Despite uncertainty, confident in personal well-being.
Boredom's just a state of mind
Viewing boredom as a mental state.
Depression sinks in every time
Acknowledging the onset of depression regularly.
I know that it's not my time
Realizing that it's not the right time for certain things.
Better start now gonna live my life
Committing to start living life positively.
A conscientious objector
Identifying as someone who opposes certain norms.
Always feel like a failure
Consistently feeling like a failure.
I'm fucked up all the time
Struggling with personal issues regularly.
I need to find my place in line
Seeking one's rightful place or purpose.
Wish I could say that I wasn't warned
Expressing a wish to have heeded warnings.
Once or twice, hell maybe more
Reflecting on missed opportunities or advice.
If only I had listened
Regretting not listening to advice.
I wouldn't be quite such a whore
Acknowledging negative consequences.
On my way to redemption
Continuing the journey toward self-improvement.
All my time has passed me by
Feeling that time continues to pass quickly.
I don't know where I should be
Uncertain about life's destination.
But I know that I'm doing fine
Confident in personal well-being despite uncertainty.
Boredom's just a state of mind
Reiterating that boredom is a mental state.
Depression sinks in every time
Recognizing the recurrence of depression.
I know that it's not my time
Understanding that certain things are not yet opportune.
Better start now gonna live my life
Committing to starting a positive life journey.
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