Lyrics
Ever since I met you
Expressing a positive change since meeting someone.
I've been so much better off
Feeling significantly improved or happier.
I contemplated killing myself
Acknowledging past struggles with suicidal thoughts.
Around a hundred times
Highlighting the frequency of contemplating self-harm.
But than you came into my life
Credits the positive impact of a specific person on the speaker's life.
Made me feel like I'm Better off
Feeling elevated and improved due to the presence of the person.
Better than I could've been
Reflecting on an overall improved state compared to the past.
All along
Suggesting a realization or understanding.
(Oh, No)
Expressing a sense of denial or resistance to a negative situation.
I can't go on
Repeating the inability to continue without the mentioned person.
I can't go on without you
-I can't go on
-I can't go on
-So I came a long way
Describing a journey or effort undertaken.
In search of your name
Searching for and valuing the identity of the mentioned person.
Finding this was harder than change.
Expressing difficulty in finding something as challenging as change.
Because I fucked around for years
Reflecting on past mistakes, regrets, and emotional investments in others.
And I gave away my tears
-To someone else who didn't care anyway
-But then you came into my life
Reiterating the positive impact of the mentioned person.
And this was nothing just online
Highlighting the desire to avoid repeating past mistakes online.
Because I didn't wanna fuck up this time
-Then I learned you over time
Expressing a gradual understanding or knowledge of the mentioned person.
And I know it's better off
Confirming a belief that the current situation is better.
Cause I know I'm gonna marry you
Expressing a strong belief in a future commitment to marriage.
Someday
Indicating a future-oriented and positive outlook.
What's the point of this contention
Questioning the purpose of conflict or disagreement, mentioning a preference for pain.
Oh did I mention
-I love to feel pain all the time
-Because I think I'm better than that
Claiming a belief in personal growth beyond experiencing pain.
Leave it behind
Expressing a desire to leave negative experiences behind.
Because I want to run away with you
Expressing a desire to be with the mentioned person during positive times.
Spending summer nights
-Cooped up with this attitude
-Because I wanna run away
-It's a beautiful complacent
Describing the beauty and challenge of a complacent situation.
That's fucking with my brain
-(Oh, No)
Repeating the inability to continue without the mentioned person.
I can't go on
Reiterating the emotional dependency on the mentioned person.
I can't go on without you
-I can't go on
-I can't go on
-So I came a long way
Describing a journey or effort undertaken (repeated).
In search of your name
Searching for and valuing the identity of the mentioned person (repeated).
Finding this was harder than change
Expressing difficulty in finding something as challenging as change (repeated).
Because I fucked around for years
Reflecting on past mistakes, regrets, and emotional investments in others (repeated).
And I gave away my tears
-To someone else who didn't care anyway
-But then you came into my life
Reiterating the positive impact of the mentioned person (repeated).
And this was nothing just online
Highlighting the desire to avoid repeating past mistakes online (repeated).
Because I didn't wanna fuck up this time
-But I slowly learned you over time
Expressing a gradual understanding or knowledge of the mentioned person (repeated).
And I know it's better off
-So I'll sing it anyway
Expressing a commitment to continue singing despite challenges.
Until I'm singing
-(Oh, Oh, Oh
-Oh, Oh, Woah)
Repeating a musical refrain, possibly indicating perseverance or emotional intensity.
(Oh, Oh, Oh
-Oh, Oh, Woah)
-(Oh, Oh, Oh
-Oh, Oh, Woah)
-(Oh, Oh, Oh
-Oh, Oh, Woah)
-(Oh, Oh, Oh
-Oh, Oh, Woah)
-(Oh, Oh, Oh
-Oh, Oh, Woah)
-(Oh, Oh, Oh
-Oh, Oh, Woah)
-(Oh, Oh, Oh
-Oh, Oh, Woah)
-(Oh, Oh, Oh
-Oh, Oh, Woah)
-(Oh, Oh, Oh
-Oh, Oh, Woah)
-(Oh, Oh, Oh
-Oh, Oh, Woah)
-(Oh, Oh, Oh
-Oh, Oh, Woah)
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