Lyrics
I know how it feels, I know how it feels I know how it feels, I know how it feels
I understand the emotions and sensations associated with a certain experience
Don't leave now, I don't wanna know, I wanna see it now, i'm gone and i'm far from this, i'm gone and i'm far from this
I don't want you to leave, and I prefer not to know the details; I want to see it now, and I've distanced myself
I'm trying to run but I know that it's faster I haven't been to church, don't need me a pastor
I'm attempting to escape, but the situation is moving faster; I haven't attended church, and I don't need religious guidance
Switching up but I'm trying to catch her
I'm changing my approach but trying to catch someone
Can't come now but I'll see you after
I can't come now, but I'll meet you later
Like why is it all fading? Too far away, I can't chase it
Wondering why everything is fading away, and it feels too distant to pursue
I know I'm not the same kid thoughts in my head keep racing
I acknowledge that I've changed; my thoughts are racing, and I'm not the same person
I know you're upset, girl I get it I think time is up, I don't wanna stretch it
I understand you're upset, and I think time is running out; I don't want to prolong the situation
I know you're lost, you're feeling neglected
I recognize you feel lost and neglected
When was the last time that I checked in
When did I last check in with you?
And I know that it's hard but it's okay
I acknowledge the difficulty, but it's okay
Don't change up, don't leave me standing
Don't change, don't leave me waiting
I'm trying, everything is harder to manage
I'm trying, but everything is becoming harder to handle
I was put in a field, I was taking damage
I found myself in a challenging situation, taking damage
I'm like trying to run but it's slanted I'm still here, I'm not leaving empty handed
Despite the challenges, I'm still here and not leaving empty-handed
who dealt these cards I was left with a joker
Questioning who dealt these cards; I ended up with a joker
Now I'm here but I'm still feeling hopeless
Despite being present, I still feel hopeless
I'm trying to run but I know that it's faster I haven't been to church, don't need me a pastor
Repeating the theme of trying to run, not needing religious guidance
Switching up but I'm trying to catch her
Changing my approach again, trying to catch someone
Can't come now but I'll see you after
Can't come now, but I'll meet you later
Like why is it all fading? Too far away, I can't chase it
Expressing frustration about things fading away and feeling too distant
I know I'm not the same kid thoughts in my head keep racing
Acknowledging personal change with racing thoughts
I'm here by the night but I'm gone by the morning They act like they're deaf, they just try to ignore me
Being present at night but gone by morning; feeling ignored by others
Pass me the rock, I'ma score it like I'm Jordan
Using a basketball metaphor to express confidence and scoring
I'll let it go, I won't try to force it
Letting go without trying to force things
I won't try to force it on you I know I wasn't there and I'm really sorry
Apologizing for not being there and expressing acceptance if not wanted back
Don't want me back, I beg your pardon
Not wanting to be accepted back, asking for pardon
Feelings left my head departed
Emotions have left my mind, feeling detached
I'm trying to run but I know that it's faster I haven't been to church, don't need me a pastor
Repeating the theme of trying to run, not needing religious guidance
Switching up but I'm trying to catch her Can't come now but I'll see you after
Changing my approach again, trying to catch someone; Can't come now, but I'll meet you later
Like why is it all fading? Too far away, I can't chase it
Expressing frustration about things fading away and feeling too distant
I know I'm not the same kid thoughts in my head keep racing
Acknowledging personal change with racing thoughts
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