HUNK OF JUNK
Reflections on Love Lost: A Melancholic JourneyLyrics
I never wanted to lose you
I regret losing you; it was not my intention.
But I'd been around the world
I've traveled extensively, gaining experience.
I had to be the one to break out the sword
I had to take the initiative and end the relationship.
Then I remembered what you said
I recalled something important you told me.
"Better to love and end up dead than to be a postcard of myself"
Your advice: It's better to love passionately, even if it leads to pain, than to live a superficial life.
And I have not stopped thinking about you
I constantly think about you.
The last time that you said you loved me too
Recollection of the last time you expressed love for me.
I wish I could just turn back the clock sometimes
I wish I could reverse time occasionally.
I'd do anything a thousand times to be with you
I'm willing to do anything repeatedly to be with you.
If what's to be they say will be
Fate determines what will happen.
I wonder what you'd think of me
Curiosity about your opinion of me now.
Hands across the water
Symbolic connection across distances.
You're the apple of my eye
You are very important to me.
So come a little closer
Invitation to get closer emotionally.
You know I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid of facing death.
And I have not stopped thinking about you
Continued thoughts about you.
The last time that you said you loved me too
Replaying the memory of when you reciprocated love.
I'll paint a picture of the life we had
I'll create an image of our past life together.
Only to bury my head in the sand
Only to avoid facing the harsh reality.
If what's to be they say will be
Fate will unfold as it should.
I wonder what you'd think of me
Curiosity persists about your current perception of me.
I just don't know
Expressing confusion and uncertainty.
What to do with myself anymore
I'm lost and unsure of what to do.
I wish I could just turn back the clock sometimes
Wishing for the ability to go back in time.
I'd do anything a thousand times to be with you
Repeated willingness to do anything to be with you.
If what's to be they say will be
Acceptance that fate will determine the outcome.
I wonder what you'd think of me
Continued curiosity about your opinion of me.
I wonder what you'd think of me
Reflecting on what your perception of me might be.
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